TinyYunho

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I'm sick of constantly helping people and them not helping me back the one time when I actually show that I need it. It makes me feel like they hate me and that I'm annoying and that they only keep me around because they feel guilty about becoming my friend and then dumping me. I hate that I overthink too much and that my anxiety has been off of the walls lately. I hate that I want to find someone to love and care for so bad but every time I'm talking to a guy romantically I suddenly feel disgusted at the thought of love. I really really hate how my brain rejects love. I hate how much I hate certain things about myself. I hate how I can't keep up with one hobby. I hate how I'm losing passion and inspiration for the things I once loved the most. I've fought my way out of depression before... I know I'll be okay if I fall back into it again. But I really don't want to fall into it again. No one does. But after all the shitty friendships I've had in the past year and a half... the countless times I've felt like shit about myself. I thought things were finally completely better but apparently I lied to myself. I want to be there for everyone. I want to be a great friend. But lately I've been wanting to keep to myself more and more and just not talk to anyone.

lostmat

@TinyYunho hey, don't worry. im sure you are a very strong and you will get through this. and if it makes you feel better, write all your thoughts down and i'm sure you'll be able to write a beautiful piece of writing. sending all my love and happiness xxx
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TinyYunho

If anyone actually sees this- just know that I will be okay. I'm strong and I can deal with a lot. There's just moments where the dam gets cracked and all of my inner thoughts spill out. I just wish I could somehow turn it into a beautiful piece of writing. I think I'm gonna stay up late and read Emily Dickinson poems tonight </3
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TinyYunho

Wow I love ranting to absolutely no one. It makes me feel so much better *sarcasm*
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TinyYunho

this message may be offensive
I'm sick of constantly helping people and them not helping me back the one time when I actually show that I need it. It makes me feel like they hate me and that I'm annoying and that they only keep me around because they feel guilty about becoming my friend and then dumping me. I hate that I overthink too much and that my anxiety has been off of the walls lately. I hate that I want to find someone to love and care for so bad but every time I'm talking to a guy romantically I suddenly feel disgusted at the thought of love. I really really hate how my brain rejects love. I hate how much I hate certain things about myself. I hate how I can't keep up with one hobby. I hate how I'm losing passion and inspiration for the things I once loved the most. I've fought my way out of depression before... I know I'll be okay if I fall back into it again. But I really don't want to fall into it again. No one does. But after all the shitty friendships I've had in the past year and a half... the countless times I've felt like shit about myself. I thought things were finally completely better but apparently I lied to myself. I want to be there for everyone. I want to be a great friend. But lately I've been wanting to keep to myself more and more and just not talk to anyone.

lostmat

@TinyYunho hey, don't worry. im sure you are a very strong and you will get through this. and if it makes you feel better, write all your thoughts down and i'm sure you'll be able to write a beautiful piece of writing. sending all my love and happiness xxx
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TinyYunho

If anyone actually sees this- just know that I will be okay. I'm strong and I can deal with a lot. There's just moments where the dam gets cracked and all of my inner thoughts spill out. I just wish I could somehow turn it into a beautiful piece of writing. I think I'm gonna stay up late and read Emily Dickinson poems tonight </3
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TinyYunho

Wow I love ranting to absolutely no one. It makes me feel so much better *sarcasm*
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TinyYunho

Due to the data breach, I completely changed everything. I have had DomesticBanana as my username for the past year and a half and I'm sad to see it go. Maybe one day I'll go back to using it, but for now I will be TinyYuto.
          
          If you haven't please make sure you guys change your passwords at the least to secure your accounts. Stay safe, I love you all! <3
          
          Side note: Thank you for 100 reads on We Must Love!!!

TinyYunho

Hey everyone! Sorry I've been gone the past two weeks. I had my act exam this past weekend and I spent all last week to prepare for it. I'll do my best to get back into my writing groove and update We Must Love for anyone who cares.

-NAVII

@DomesticBanana sure thing ÚwÙ ♡
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TinyYunho

@callmemaww awe thank you uwu
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-NAVII

@DomesticBanana it's fine!!! ^^ you did well~
            Take your time, we'll wait for you. ^^
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TinyYunho

Y'all onf really freaking stole my heart. I don't think I'll ever get it back between them and my other 3 ults.
          
          But to be honest I'm okay with that. 
          
          Btw We Must Love will be updated tonight <3 hopefully this coming week I'll be able to be back on a daily update schedule depending on how much I write :)

TinyYunho

Chapter Eight of We Must Love // WooSan will be up Saturday night at the latest! It may be published a few days before that, but definitely no later than Sat. night. Thank you for your patience if you've been reading it <3

TinyYunho

Do any of my author peeps (or even reader peeps) have tips for writing a really cute, fluffy scene? The kind that make you feel all tingly and happy????

-NAVII

@DomesticBanana sure thing~ ÚwÙ ❤️
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TinyYunho

@callmemaww Awe thank you, you're so sweet uwu
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-NAVII

@DomesticBanana no problem! ^^ I'm sure that whatever you come up with, it'll be great anyways. ^^
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