Tita Sueieda

Been a year without any post. Hello friends all over the world. Same season, Happy Fasting & Happy Eid Mubarak for this coming weekend. Although not a single post in a year, I've been frequently here as silent reader. Many thanks for all the author-nim(s) of those lovely story. It had brightened my day in some those gloomy situations. 
          
          Well, hopefully all of you are (who read this) been in a good health, happiness & full of blessings ❤️ 
          
          Wishing Happy Eid Mubarak & May You Forgive Us 
          
          P/s :- I'm actually in self quarantine for 7 days (until Eid Mubarak ) for 2nd time positive C19 in 10-11 months gap. It spoiled the mood for the Eid Day, but what happend had happened. So I'm trying be positive & hope my health can be better by Eid Day. Amin 

Thank you for reading and voting on my story dear. (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

Happy Fasting to all Muslims. 
          
          Just wanna say Hi to all my friends here in WP. Starting yesterday (1/4/22) my country Borders had been open back. Yeay. We can go travel back again ☺️ Let me start my planning first Ơ̴͡kay where to go. I have several place in mind. Hehe. We're on Endemic Phase already. 
          
          Take care all. Stay clean, stay safe, stay healthy! Although I'm always look like I'm not in here, believe me that I actually here everyday. Been re-read back FB stories and continue reading ongoing stories. Just a silent reader mostly 

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          Stay safe and smiling. 

Yeah. Another haywire thought tonight. I can't help to feel helpless, sadness, empty since some of my favourite stories which I always re-read can't be read freely anymore. There were lots of situation and conditions had change on the story itself that lead to this situation. I'm not mad or feel any ill thought towards the owner of the story because the story is theirs so they had privileged on how they want the story become or where they want to lead the story going. It just I myself dunno.. I think this pandemic effect me costly that I can't help to feel this emptiness or feeling lost when I went to browse and read the good stories, warm stories which made me can't enjoy the joy that should I get from it. Sighh.. I think it's just me want to whine and mumble nothing or anything randomly with kind of state of my mind now. Maybe just to lash out my frustration or runt myself just to get me to feel better. Hope so.. Sigh.. What nonsense I'm talking now.. Arghhhh! Hate this feeling that I've been felt this couple days. I think it because I'm not doing what I always do due during this pandemic situation which I can't help it not to be able to it. Again, it just my excuse right. It feel that I'm blaming on the pandemic the feeling that I'm having now. Ughhhh.. Way a way to vent my not so good feeling or mood now. I don't like what I feel now. Please go away! 
          
          Dead -Sue-

Tonight I feel so down. Hurmm. I've been missing home. Not able to go back and meet with family feel suck I think. It's been almost 7 months already. We're still in same country but we cannot cross border of each state. I'm missing everyone. When you can't see your family make me feel something or little piece of me gone missing in the heart. Sigh.. Anyway next week I'm getting my 1st vaksin. I feel relief as both my parent and grandma already completed their 1st and 2nd dose of vaksin. Little bit relief for their health. Really. It just 7 months but turn me little bit sad. I can't imagine when I gonna full fill my dream to live outside of my country form couple of years maybe later. Hahaha.. i think I'll be missing home badly. Hahahaha. Can't wait to fulfill it. Let pray all this pandemic will go down. Let us win this war together wherever of you were. I'm wishing you all will be in good health and safe. Love you guys although I'm not knowing you all. Let's spread love okay than hate. The world will become much better with that. 
          
          Muach ❤️
          
          Xoxo -Sue-

Thanks for adding my first canon fanfiction, "Blanks: Forth and Beam", to your reading list. ❤️

Today being 1st day for me to be coming back to work. Yeayy! Finally. I'm bored already at home. Well although it's already half month being fasting tho. Yup. We're in fasting month now in my country. I'll be living my office 5:15-5:30 pm (My company just give us 1/2 hour early from the exact time to go back) so I can reach my home just in time before break the fasting. Yeah, I know. I've been traveling back & forth from my home for the past 2 years since I've been transferred to my current office. I'm still fine with the distance although it's quite pricey for me. Hahahaha. Can't wait to move to my own house within this May - June. More near to my office tho around 20-25km. 
          
          So, how you guys doing now? Is Covid-19 at your country  or hometown already drop in the number of case and become better? My country nope. Still quite high number of new case everyday and MCO still continue until now. I'm dying to see my family. Ughhhh. Missing my mom and grandma. Missing their cooking especially in this fasting month. We still cannot cross the interstate within my country. Schools even need to closed again due to the rapid case in this 2 weeks time. However, we're in the midst of getting everyone to get vaksin currently. So, pray for this pandemic to end not long after this. Hopefully. Fingers crossed ☺️.
          
          Stay save everyone! Love you all!

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Arghhh!! I really want to go food hunting, relaxing at beach or mountain. I'm dying to do that. I can't for now. Sigh  My country still in Movement Control Order in fighting this Covid-19. Some state in my country cannot even cross  district let it cross thru state. I even cannot go back to my hometown to see my family as I need to cross 3 states to get there. It's 5 - 6 hours journey by car depends on my driving mood. 1 hour by plane. How I miss my cats. I'm dying to do what I like the most, traveling, eating, enjoy the holiday. How I wish all this will end soon. I've been WFH since Oct 2020 until now. I'm feeling suffocated. Sometimes I come to office with Approval by my Boss even for 1-2 hours. I miss meeting people. Hahaha. All this time meeting thru online everyday, repeating again and again. Since I cannot go out so much due to MCO that been implement in my country. Please Covid-19, go away. I want my freedom back! 
          
          My inner self screaming to travel!! Hahaha.. Now I'm occupied myself with reading it WP and get hook with ForthBeam stories during my free time. Kind a new way to release my stress now. Yup by reading . That's what I can do for now. Sigh . 
          
          Stay Save everyone!