Hi everyone,
I haven't been updating for a while and I've noticed I'm getting more and more reads so I thought I'd leave a little life update for you guys.
I have been on a bit of a silent roller-coaster recently. I can't seem to keep my emotions in check, it's all very hectic and all over the place.
I was supposed to be moving and was getting very excited (I've never moved away from my home town before and I am SO ready to leave) but I fortunately I can't do that now.
So, all my plans have been thrown out the window (Very suddenly might I add. One second we were looking at houses and the next I was told we weren't moving anymore).
I've applied for a few jobs and I'm going to have to apply at more places. Which is nerve wracking and honestly makes me feel a little sick. I've also been really struggling with my own self image and struggling to stay positive in any capacity.
So, I'm trying, really hard to sort myself out. I'm trying to start getting healthier so I don't feel so sick all the time. Trying to keep my room decluttered and clean. And just trying in general to better my mental health.
It's not easy and I honestly don't know where to start. It seems everytime I make some sort of plan someone else comes along and ruins it or changes it.
So while I work on myself my books might not update and if they do it will be fairly rarely. I'm sorry for the inconvenience but at the end of the day I can't write if I can barely think.
So, thank you guys for all your support, comments, reads. I really appreciate it.
~TitanMomma ♡