Trash

Okay, I'm planning on joining a singing at club at school, this is kind of out of my comfort zone since I've never been in club before but honestly, I really enjoy singing and maybe I'll even try out journalism. I'm just so excited for next Wednesday to go to the singing club or try out journalism 

I think it's been 14 days since I've posted, I'm actually moving on from the past, I think about it less and look forward towards the future, I can't believe it took me this long to finally move on from the past
          
          I've accepted that, maybe it's okay if my life is just the same repeated thing all over and over again, get up at 7:20, go to online class until 2:30 and then do other stuff or do assignments, it isn't so bad, maybe I can even try different activities 

I'm sorry for not posting for so long, I know I keep making up excuses but I've lost my passion for writing, it's as if it's rather a chore now and I lack motivation to write or continue an existing story, most of my works are unfinished, if you want, I may be able to send one of my unfinished stories to you (if requested)
          
          (This is the cringy)

Guys, I'm gonna do something cringy

How did you find me

I really just wanna die now, literally my whole personality is just being emo now and wanting to die

OOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFF
          
          Okay bitches, yea, probably the books I've published will never be finished cuz again, no motivation and grief of mine which are literally my only excuses and probably because I'm not thinking much about the countryhumans fandom now
          
          I just don't feel that SPARK that made me keep going with writing and doing shit

I think I'm not okay, I think I just realized that 

Suddenly there's a bunch of rusger books suggested to me

I AM ALIVE