Unconvincing_Name

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(Pt 4? Aka Shit this is long) Okay the internet literally said that genderqueer can be "Having an overlap of, or blurred lines between, gender identity and sexual orientation" close right? Am i grasping at straws? I should go to sleep.

Unconvincing_Name

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(Pt 4? Aka Shit this is long) Okay the internet literally said that genderqueer can be "Having an overlap of, or blurred lines between, gender identity and sexual orientation" close right? Am i grasping at straws? I should go to sleep.

Unconvincing_Name

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(This is pt 2 btw)I want to dress how I want without feeling bad about myself... I want to shop in the mens section and find some practical shirts without feeling like i have to hide myself from everyone. And im sure people will accept me eventually, but it wont ever be the same. I havent even come out as bi yet to my family i feel like i might be genderfluid? Maybe? But now i just think im blurring lines.... Am i attracted to guy or girls? Both. Am i a guy or a girl? Both. Idk maybe im just an idiot and im overthinking being a girl. Maybe i should just deal with being a girl for the rest of my life and live how i was born to be?? Idk. I just, i feel so.. Confused. And i guess by writing this i hope someone can help ease that confusion, but i know i have to do that myself so im screwed basically. Ill never know what i am or what i want. Wow this is long as fuck, im sorry if you read all the way through, you dont have to deal with my problems.. I do

Unconvincing_Name

So Im not really one to get too in depth on social media, or in real life. But i feel like no one  in my real life knows that in active on wattpad let alone what my username is. So (even though I know im kinda old news in terms of stories and such, i just want to be able to say this to myself and have proof that I went through this thought process) i think Im transgender. I dont really feel the need to go through hormonal treatments or surgery or anything, is that weird? I think im a trans guy. I have female genitals and im fine with them, I have friends that are girlfriends to me, but i still feel like a guy?? Somehow? And this has NOTHING to do with my sexuality at all. Ive never said these thoughts to anyone before, and i dont feel like im validated enough to do so... If this were evidence in a court of law, i wouldnt be able to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that i identify as a man you know? I just  it... And its hard to explain feelings because everybody has their own outlook and experiences that are trapped in your brain and I just cant explain it but I feel like a guy. 

UnwantedUser109

Hai!! It's me! Shoey4EVAR! I came to say hi and that I made a new account! I was hip wing we could get back into talking! ^^

Unconvincing_Name

Okay.. Thanks for letting me know.. Sorry, haven't been on in a while.. :)
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UnwantedUser109

Hoping* Jesus..
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BraidsForever

@Unconvincing_Name You're welcome, and thank you for the encouragement! I'm going to try my best to stick with Shoey until my story's done, but I've been writing and reading a lot of other stuff recently. Anyway, you have a nice life too. Hopefully you'll find something else you enjoy as much as you used to enjoy Wattpad. :)