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Im back.
          
          I took my rest, made a few accounts here and there.
          
          I know I'm not important and that I don't really have much impact in everyone's lives.
          
          But that's what pushes me to be here right now.
          
          I deactivated my account of course, and it's been a year or two since then. It felt like years.
          
          But here I am.
          
          Deactivating my account had my books deleted, and I'm sorry if they were. I don't think anyone actually enjoyed my books though.
          
          So let me start again this time, using this same account where I grew for most of my childhood.
          
          I apologize for the long wait.
          
          I'm back :))

Im officially deleting my account on the 14th of February. So yeah byeeee.

I'm freaking out. To be honest, I was just pretending awhile ago that everything was fine. But like I'm seriously freaking out. I broke the class' wall clock. The f*cking wall clock! And like hall naw it is NOT flipping normal. 
          
          "There goes my future gold medal for Best in Conduct award." 
          
          "I have disappointed my teacher."
          
          I FEEL ALL THE F*CKING REGRET BECAUSE MY PARENTS WILL ALSO FEEL THE DISAPPOINTMENT LATER. I AM SO FUDGING GUILTY AND BRUH, I NEVER WANT TO DISAPPOINT ANYONE.. THIS F*CKING SITUATION SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED IF I WASNT AROUND. DAMMIT F*CK I WANNA CRY AGAIN BUT THIS TIME I WANNA F*CKING SHOUT OT MY FEELINGS OH MY GOSH
          
          I FIXED IT BUT LIKE THE GLASS. THE F*CKING GLASS BROKE AND LIKE, NOBODY GOT HURT BUT LIKE F*CK HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FACE MY TEACHER
          
          Ps: I know it sounds like a small thing.. But if you actually had experience of the relationship our teacher has with the class, you'd feel very guilty if you were the one who broke that wall clock.
          
          

You my good sir (it fits better when you say sir sorry not sorry) HAVE EARNED A FOLLOWER YAY... Pertent there is confetty im on a budget with the wgole celebration thing... Happens way to offten... But still WOOOOOOOOOO

If people are asking what I've been up to lately.. Why I cant update...Why there are less words in my updates, why I havent updated for a long while now.. Then I'll give you an answer.
          
          People call it as, slipping out of the fandom. I also reread my book, my updates, I didnt think those were great and those werent good updates either. I see those updates as, an update with lack of motivation and a hint of laziness.
          
          If this sounds bad right now, Im sorry. Im not saying I would discontinue. I would still continue but..
          
          I hope you guys understand that I need to find my motivation again. I need to find myself again.
          
          Because my other accounts, other updates I have in other books, I reread it all -and Im forcing myself. Forcing myself to update no matter how bad it is. No matter how short it is.
          
          That isnt me. That isnt my old self. My old self used insperation, motivation and reasons to move forward, to write, to do things that benefit other people. My old self isnt the type to force herself to do things, to force herself to be happy, to force back motivation into her -that would be my new self.
          
          My life is neutral. That means a combination of good and bad. What I mean is, I may be in bad luck sometimes but I promise I'll find motivation again. 
          I'll write again when I find it. I hope you understand. Thank you in advanced and... Im very sorry.

Hey brah! Just coming by to tell yall,
          COME CHECK OUT MAH COUSINS!
          TheLittleDarkness and TheLittleNeutral whom are both sisters. Thats all! Bwyyee.

Thanks for following me 

Decided to give you a follow cuz you seem awesome :3333

Hey guys! Remix here, should I start another book? I want it to be inspiration-related and still related to Minecraft YouTubers. And they have to be in groups like The Pack, The Sidemen, Team Crafted, The Breakfast Brigade, etc. The story could also be based on unnamed groups like Aphmau, Jin, Ross and Adam's group. Additional requests, please notify me. Oh and I would also like if it was umm.. Kidnapped by the (name), or Five Nights at the (name), or anything like that. Tell me if you want it to be Romance, Scary, y'know the rest. Anyways, thanks and goodbye.
          
          ~Remix