Ver_Pierce

this message may be offensive 
As I'm mostly on Wattpad like a writer and reader j don't post usually here.
          	
          	*Deep inhale* 
          	
          	I don't feel like myself anymore. Days fly one by one and I feel like I did nothing. I just twitch in place. I do nothing. Wattpad was place where I could relax and just be myself. I feel like j can't be that anymore. Just little by little I can't find my silent place, my excitement to write my joy in music. As I sit on my bed in darkness and alone I realize I'm not in my best place. My mind just wants so many things but my body is lifeless. I don't know how I got here. The person I felt understood me the most is not talking with me. I always find it funny how people can easily switch you from your life. Like we don't need you anymore, delete. Like that. I just feel hopeless and I don't know what to do. As my family is not familiar with the way I feel and they wouldn't understand me I turn to myself more and more. My mother asks me why are you so sad every day. What to say I feel like you are parting with me, I can't tell you anything. My father just doesn't believe in the emotional shit. He thinks I want to make myself drama queen. I just want to be understood, but I can't find it anywhere. My sister and I fight constantly. And as the result I just hope music can take me out of this because there is no bigger joy for me than when I write. So people don't lose your understanding person. It helped me but as it was that person never wanted to help me as it represented itself. As a wealthy person they just wanted to use me. 
          	
          	So everyone here. I feel like I lost part of me and I can't settle on anything. 
          	
          	Lots of love.

fireprincess19q

@Bloomin__Queen how are you know? It's been a year since you wrote this. Hope you are doing okay now and don't waste your time on people who's just using you. Continue your passion and don't let the negativity invade your inner self.
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NattKuznetsov

Hello! Thank you for voting on my cover shop! Your support means a lot to me! I really appreciate it! :)

NattKuznetsov

@Ver_Pierce you are too kind! :)
            thank you!
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Ver_Pierce

@NattKuznetsov oh nothing dear. Iam always here if you need support❤️
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NattKuznetsov

Your comment made my day!
            Thank you sm!
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Ver_Pierce

this message may be offensive 
As I'm mostly on Wattpad like a writer and reader j don't post usually here.
          
          *Deep inhale* 
          
          I don't feel like myself anymore. Days fly one by one and I feel like I did nothing. I just twitch in place. I do nothing. Wattpad was place where I could relax and just be myself. I feel like j can't be that anymore. Just little by little I can't find my silent place, my excitement to write my joy in music. As I sit on my bed in darkness and alone I realize I'm not in my best place. My mind just wants so many things but my body is lifeless. I don't know how I got here. The person I felt understood me the most is not talking with me. I always find it funny how people can easily switch you from your life. Like we don't need you anymore, delete. Like that. I just feel hopeless and I don't know what to do. As my family is not familiar with the way I feel and they wouldn't understand me I turn to myself more and more. My mother asks me why are you so sad every day. What to say I feel like you are parting with me, I can't tell you anything. My father just doesn't believe in the emotional shit. He thinks I want to make myself drama queen. I just want to be understood, but I can't find it anywhere. My sister and I fight constantly. And as the result I just hope music can take me out of this because there is no bigger joy for me than when I write. So people don't lose your understanding person. It helped me but as it was that person never wanted to help me as it represented itself. As a wealthy person they just wanted to use me. 
          
          So everyone here. I feel like I lost part of me and I can't settle on anything. 
          
          Lots of love.

fireprincess19q

@Bloomin__Queen how are you know? It's been a year since you wrote this. Hope you are doing okay now and don't waste your time on people who's just using you. Continue your passion and don't let the negativity invade your inner self.
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