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I feel so lost on what I want to do. I want to finish my Tortured book that I started writing when I was 14, yet sometimes when I go to continue writing I pull a blank becasue I’m unhappy with some of the things I wrote.
          
          I feel that I owe it to people to see it through, heck I owe it to myself as well. It must be bad since I got an email from wattpad itself for me to either finish writing or just click complete for other readers XD
          
          I WANT to finish this book. I actually have two other books in mind to continue like a Trilogy. But I’m stuck on where to take my book, and I don’t know if there’s something expected of me, or if it’s too late now…
          
          Is it too late?
          
          ~ Vex

Update!
          
          Life has been crazily busy and I don’t know when I’ll ever return to my book Tortured. I started writing that when I was 14 and in a month I’ll be 20.
          
          I in fact had a whole trilogy panned with a second booked name Tricked, third being Triggered and the forth being Trialed. Maybe when I find the motivation and ideas… maybe I would come back and continue to write. So as of now I’m going to be inactive as before and will publish when I’m ready, maybe with other books too to remove this writers block.
          
          I’m sorry to those who I have inconvenienced.
          
          I’m trying to find the motivation to write but sometimes I think if it’s worth writing as my style, ideas and writing has changed so much. Plus, is anyone really wanting me to finish the book?
          
          In regards to my old fan fictions that I know some want back, I have gave permission for another account to write and create a whole series on since I’m uncomfortable with those sorts of things. So if you see someone else writing it, don’t worry I have handed over any sole rights!
          
          If any are reading right now I would like to hear your thoughts. Maybe knowing people are still waiting is the motivation I need?
          
          Anyways take care and maybe I’ll see you soon - Vex

Hey everyone, Vex here! I have a few things to say :3
          
          1) I hope you all had a good year last year regardless of the tie downs and hope you also a good Christmas ^-^
          
          2) I have been super inactive for a while, reality has tied me up and exams are stressful. I have my last exam this Friday and then I’m done for the year ;D
          
          3) What’s happening with tortured? Well for one it’s not ending, I haven’t given up on it either. I have received messages on people still waiting, I appreciate ya’ll staying around for this book, I promise it has an ending :3
          
          I’ll be with you guys soon, I’ll eventually get out of this tangle of a life I’m in at the moment, just wait a little longer and I’ll dedicate all my free time to this book to an ending everyone will enjoy (hopefully hehe)
          
          Stay safe and see you soon - Vex

You guys are amazing! Like I’ve been away doing my own thing and I come back to so much love and people enjoying my book.
          
          It makes me really happy. I understand I’m a terrible author haha with regular updates but I do try my best.
          
          Just once again, Thankyou so so much <3
          ~ Vex

Okay, am I crazy or did I just come back to a flood of notifications. My book Tortured hit 10K like WAT!! Are you all crazy?! XD
          
          Honestly I don’t know what to say but Thankyou :’) this was my first book I started when I was like... a child thinking nobody would read my books. Like wow... we’ve come so far ;-;
          
          So Thankyou is much!! TwT I’ve come back TJ wattpad to continue this book, I said I would continue this book no matter how long it would take... I didn’t predict me losing all my work on my laptop (including the whole plot of this book) but hey. We get back up when we are kicked down and keep moving towards!!
          
          Once again, Thankyou so so much and I’ll see you guys in the next update of Tortured :D
          
          - VexVenus

I know I’ve been inactive for a very long time and have updated books on and off but I’m just so thankful that some people do like my books that I have spent hard time on :3 really does mean a lot.
          
          Hope everyone has a great Christmas and a new year 2021 to look forward to. May next year be a great year where dreams are accomplished and goals are achieved. See you there!

“Im a simple person that holds a thousand feelings behind one smile.  Who knew that everyone was the same. We all just happen to have a very convincing smile.” - Vex 2020

I’m having a small dilemma here. Tortured has completely disappeared off my account and I don’t know how or why. If any of you can still see it on my account of have it in your library can you let me know please.
          
          -VexVenus

AHSSKAJAKAKA  MY BOOK IS AT 3K!!!
          
          I’VE LOST THE ABILITY TO BREATH!!
          
          THANKYOU!!

“ I have many faults and I have many more fears, but I’m going to embrace myself as hard as I can, and I’m starting to love myself, gradually, little by little. ” - Kim Namjoon