Starlight

My name is Morgan and I'm 15 years old.

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This is an account that I truly hope none of my friends or family ever find out about. They have already been through so much that I don't think I could bear them ever looking through this.

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Ok um a few things about me:
ψ Otaku
ψ Wanna be cosplayer

ψ Addicted to self harm
ψ major social anxiety.  (surprised I even have friends)
ψ Hated by all   (mainly family)
ψ βisexual  (Single; though it's not that surprising)

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I'm a depressed, suicidal, little girl who can't get shit right.
I'm stupid and useless and broken beyond repair.
Yet somehow I find the strength to keep going.

But one day I'm scared that I'll fall down and won't get back up.
I've lost all hope in myself.

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It's sad really, the only reason I haven't killed myself is because I don't want to hurt anyone. But the reason I want to kill myself is because everyone is hurting me.

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