Probably depressed

I'm still alive motherfu-

Ok so we held hands I walked them to class while holding hands anddddd my friend saw us that was also her friend so she comes up to us and says oh so that's who it is and I think I see my crush making some kinda hand guester
          Anyways skip to later and my friend(same friend thats also her friend) asks me if I like them I say yes she asks if I like like them and I say yes so she looks in shock and says we would make a cute couple I ask if they like me she says she can't say but tells me I should ask her out or ask her to be my Valentine and I'm like Hell naw she keeps bugging me to and then she goes and asks my crush that if someone were to ask them to be they're Valentine would they say yes they said yes they would so my friend comes back and is like they like you ask them out so at this point I'm like ok fine so then I tell my friend that there are to many people she says to go to some random corner I tell her no and so I start walking my crush to the exit and then I stop a little before it and ask them to be my Valentine and they say yes and hug me so we keep  walking and a few seconds later I'm like oh also I kinda like you just in case you didn't know they say they like me to my friend says we make a cute couple and dibs best man but like for a girl idk
          
           SO I HAVE A VALENTINE AND MY CRUSH LIKES ME I'm in shock and am scared I am dreaming sorry to just dump this here I needed a place to put it and y'all kinda helped me so thanks <3

So I found out my crush has a crush but idk who so I guess thats good idk

Ok so the story I gave wasn't rlly full thing SO HERE IS THE BEFORE OF THAT in case you care 
          
          Soooooo... 
          We was hanging out then we ended up like sitting on the floor her head was in my lap and are hands were intertwined ....... So yeah

ok so I'm pretty sure she like me so what do I do abt it tho

OK SO TODAY WE HELD HANDS here is the story ok so I've held with them before but its like not intertwined does that make sense? But anyways so they like kinda normally hook arms with me (not sure how else to describe it ) but they do that with all they're friends but today when they did it with me it was kinda like less strict I guess so they're hand fell near mine and they GRABBED MY HAND AND INTERTWINED ARE FINGERS  so I could be wrong but I think maybe they like me what do you think

; WOAH UR ALIVE ,, .

So ima flirt with my crush and tips on how to do that ?

Ok so I was crushing on this character in a animated  tv show cuz like we all do sometimes right or am I just weird.. 
          
          
          Anyways I realized that this character kinda reminds me of my real life crush and I was like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh f*k so yeah that happend
          
          
          
          
          so here is my situation  my parents don't let me date yet and I'm in the closet  so even if if I told them I like them we couldn't date or if we did it would be in secret and I feel like that's not fair to them.
          
          Should I tell them I like them (that whole bit was abt my crush in case it wasn't clear

I held hands with them like it was kinda on accident but yk 
          
          so we was walking and they like linking arms I was taking my rainbow shades off and somehow we ended up holding hands 
          
          
          
          I'm in love with the way a bi friend of mine hugs me -
          
          
          I am hopeless-