Not Yet Ready

I'm just someone who wants a love story of my own but can never have that kind of love I wanted so instead I let my characters have them to let me feel how it feels like to love and be love by someone freely. I want to be anonymous but I clearly failed from the start cause I used some letters of my name in my username and its very obvious what it is so please help me hide. So if you're going to ask why I can't have one, the answer is- I'm a bisexual(but not entirely sure) that unluckily have a closed minded parents, sometimes they beat me if I act to obviously gayish and start asking "are you gay?!" and I just replied "No" cause its a little gray question for me cause as I said Im bi so im not gay so can easily answer it no but one time he specifically asked me this" do you like men" that's when I didn't answered because I can't lie to myself!! The only person who loves and accept me is me so lying to myself will just lowered my confidence and it did as I said "no". Yeah yeah, its a little too long for an "About me" but its Wattpad's fault by setting it to 2000 characters limit LOL (｡･ω･｡). Anyways thats the reason cause if I can't love someone freely without being judge by my parents I rather spend my life writing stories that probably I can't never have and live with my Doggos! Arf arf! Bye （〜^∇^)〜