You might see this you might not, this is targeted at someone who I will not name.
I made a promise and kept it, I tried to hold myself together as my the thin lines of flesh holding my brain to get her struggled oh so desperately to hold themselves together, it's reliving the same nightmare day in and day out is what makes it so tiring, I hate seeing what I was subjected to and I hate having to see HIS face
Yes I miss him a lot, that isn't an excuse for what I did, I do not care if you even forgive me but I can't forgive you, you made that same promise to me that you'd eat the punches I threw no matter how bad it got, but you turned tail and left in a matter of seconds, not even after I started raining the hail of hideous and decrepit laughter of insanity.
I do not care what you think if me or what happens at this point, just know I'll be here helping others and not you, I don't care if you share this with your stupid friends or even try to reconnect, trust me I won't change one but to take you back.
