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Hello I am PB Potato-Chan here to give chu some luv!
          
          *gives chu a heart-shaped baked potato* ♥ ^^ 

Hey.....It's been so long. I'm sorry....I've been so busy. And....I've been trying to help myself but....My depression has gottenough worse and...I don't know what to do anymore....It hurts so much. I have no one to talk to.....I'm so alone. I can't stop cutting....It's the only way I can get myself to calm down. I'm sorry again. I have to go. Bye.....

I'm sorry.....I'm kinda quitting wattpad.....I don't have a phone anymore....Life is shit. I can't believe I'm leaving you all....But I'll  try to at least talk to you guys like once a 2 week or month....I guess.....Bye...

I just want to say that my phone is broken and I won't be on much since I'm on someone else's phone! Sorry...

I wanted to explain something.....It's about the "My R" chapter on my lyric book.....This song is really amazing and as you can tell this chapter is in my Point Of View. I've helped alot of people turn away from suicide but I've never got help from anyone with that....And I almost ended up doing it a bunch of times....and then......I met you guys.......That last picture in the chapter represented me and you guys.......You all helping me deal with my pain......I never wanted to be helped since I thought I didn't need it or I didn't think I deserved it. But you all helped me....You all know who you all are. I helped alot of my friends deal with depression....all of them....not knowing I had the same problem.....I always put myself down....I tell myself I'm nothing....I'm worthless.....I'm pathetic.......I'm stupid....ugly......weak.....a pushover....loner....outcast......crybaby....disgusting....fat.....cutter......a freak.....You...all get the idea.....But anyways.....I never thought of anything positive about myself......But you all.....can think of so many positive things about me while I struggle to think of one positive thing of myself. I just wanted to say.....Thank you.....For being my friend.....I may act all happy and funny on the outside but....deep down....I'm really sensitive and sad....I hope you all....stay my friend after this.....Okay....I'll talk you ya later. Bye......

Just to let you all know.....I put some of my books back on. Just wanted to tell you that.

Happy Birthday UNDERTALE!!!!!
          
          3 years old!
          
          :3

Imma Change My UserName! Tooooooo!!!!
          
          XCrossyShips

I was so tired and fell asleep at 6:30 PM? Then I FUCKING woke up at FUCKING 5:30 AM!!!!!! Wtf?!?!? Welp...That's what I get for not sleeping and rp alot with you guys at night ;-;