Xurora___

Ya'll!!!! I'm back :) 

Vamprixussa

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                         HELLO WATTPADIAN, VAMPRIXUSSA HERE
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          ▌│█║▌║▌║ I am back again! I know it's been a long time, but better late then never, eh?♥♥♥♥♥ ║▌║▌║█│▌
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          Laminate your notes so that the tears roll off them.
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          Unfuck yourself. Be who you were before the fuckening dimmed your shine.
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          Always check your receipt. Notice the fact that you never bought bullshit and never will.
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          Remember, Facts over feelings.
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          Sometimes, you have to prioritise being safe over being nice.
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          If you are not where you are in life, why are you chilling so much? Get your ass back to working.
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          Turn the wounds into wisdom.
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          Sincerely,
          Your Random Wattpadian,
          Vamprixussa
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Vamprixussa

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                         HELLO WATTPADIAN, VAMPRIXUSSA HERE
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          ▌│█║▌║▌║ Well, I was just wondering like a homeless ghost here, so I decided to drop by! Hope you are doing well ♥♥♥♥♥ ║▌║▌║█│▌
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          I hope you are sleeping well.
          Remember, Sleeping is nice because you are not actually dead and you are not awake, so it's a win-win situation.
          It's like being dead without commitment.
           An open relationship with death.
           Death with benefits.
          So have fun with it ;)
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          Drink plenty of water. C'mon, cheer up your organs in your body.
          Stay home, Stay safe. Remember to wear a mask.
          Eat Pasta. Run Fasta.
          
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          1. Deja Poo - The feeling of having heard this crap before
          2. Deja Brew  - Slowly Rememberings things when you are drunk
          3. Hakuna Ma Vodka - No memories for the rest of your night
          4. Fabulous - The person reading this.
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          Remember, never. ever. picture yourself as a piece of trash. 
          I am an environment lover, and I would have to pick you up.
           I know I am seventeen years old but I am really short to pick you up properly xD♥♥♥
          Don't know about being a hostage, but it's nice to be held isn't it? ;) 
          Hold on to your pillow when in trouble and sleep.
          Have a great day!

Xurora___

I know alot of you don't care about this.  Cuz I'm leaving Wattpad. I would come back after 1 month or 1 year. But most likely I would never come back. I'm sorry that I'm no longer online in Discord. Cuz I'm too scared to be social now. I feel numb everday. For your information, I deleted Discord cuz I had an unknown fear with that app. Sooner or later I would delete this app too. I'm sorry that I can't be social. I'm sorry that I ignore all you guys announcement and messages. Feel free to unfollow me if you want to. Even tho, I'm an introvert. I still can't be social at the internet. I'm too tired of being like this. Alot of my friend told me to do whatever I like and stay happy. Still, I don't know who am I.
          
          
          This took me 4 month to tell you guys. I always had this fear of not being social. I always think that I die alone which means when I'm dead Nodody is going to bury my body six feet under. Nobody is going to come to my grave. Nobody is going to come to my funeral. I don't wanna live anymore. Even if my parents/friends give me advice. I don't feel like I trust them. I don't care anymore about my future, my books, my feelings. If you guys think that I'm faking this. It's up to you guys. I don't care anymore. All I just want you guys to know that I'm no longer feel sociable. Who am I to you guys? 

AOA159

I’m so sorry you feel this way. I hope you read this before you go; thank you so much for being so kind and such a beautiful soul. We didn’t talk to much, but I know how beautiful your soul is. And, just so you know, I am beyond proud of you for having the courage to come on here. You are truly brave, and don’t ever let anyone tell you different. I know what the fear feels like, I’ve had it for a while. Where I’m just going to be alone and I’ll be forgotten and left alone. I’m sorry , you too go through that. Because, it’s hard to go through that. I love you so damn much, and please take care, we all love you dearly❤️
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SuitOfAces

@Xurora___ I'm really sad you're leaving...but I'm wishing you all the best things in the world.
            I'll really miss you, and I hope you feel better soon. I've also started feeling like that, but I have people I care about on here (like you) and I don't want to have to leave them.
            Ilysm,
            Evelyn.
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asphcdel

@Xurora___ It’s really sad to see you go, but if it makes you happy, then go for it. I hope that you come back one day, whether a month from now or a year. I’m gonna miss you, but I wish you all the best. If this is really goodbye, then I hope that you live a happy life. I hope that things get better for you, and you can always come back if you want to. I just wanna thank you for even joining Wattpad in the first place, and for being one of my followers. You’re an awesome person, and I wish that I got to know you better. Just remember to come back, okay? ❤️
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Xurora___

Have Ya'll ever feel like you just want to unexist? Cuz I do. Alot of people keep telling me to get out of social media and take a break. But I don't think that help anymore. I didn't do my online homework from January till March at all. I skip alot of class. I have friends and family. But I feel very lonely. I just don't want to face the world anymore. I just want to feel unexist. The only thing I do in 2021 is sleep and listening to music. I have school in April. I don't feel like I care anymore. I don't know what can make me happy anymore. I don't wanna know how creul the world is. I just wanna go back on time where I thought everything is happy. I wanna be alone. But I don't want to feel alone... 

imogen_emrys

@Xurora___ haha im just glad your fine now ✋ 
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Xurora___

@Cerise_Hood_x20 Gurl, did just stalk me? (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)I just open Wattpad and I'm fine now. Tq for your umm...confusion tho... 
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imogen_emrys

@Xurora___  hey, theres absolutely nothing wrong with feeling that way i get you, i use to have those days where i just dont want to talk to anyone but just feel sad, i have very bad anxiety and i sometimes feel very insecure of myself, i talked to my parents about my anxiety but they just brushed it off and said that i was just overreacting and that i dont actually have anxiety, i felt so sad about how they couldnt understand how i feel and they were just judging the situation for their perspective and not stepping into my shoes and think about how i actually feel so hey, its completely fine to feel that way, everyone has those times where they just want to lock themselves away from everything and feel sad , i still feel that way sometimes and believe it or not,, i even had some stupid thoughts of suicide even though im living such a great life rn, my parents and family love me, i have great friends but sometimes theres just so much negativity surrounding and ill just watch some funny videos of Seventeen, ( i believe you know them as you are so a carat ) those chaotic boys never fail to crack me up, and after that ill just continue my day on, even though you may or may not see this ,i hope you have a great life, and dont forget that there are many people who love and support you 
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obsessedwithskies

Xurora___

@sej1021 You too❤️❤️
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asphcdel

Happy Valentines Day, Adreana!
          
          Be sure to eat some food, because food will always be there for you ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
          Take care of yourself and smile, you’re gorgeous when you smile!
          
          Have a great day/night! ❤️

Xurora___

@-themxses- Awww❤️❤️❤️
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