Yakuza_Lover

Hey guys, just letting you know I'm going to a camp for 3days, no I'm not dead yet. But if I don't come back I am. I love you all so much! 
          	
          	I've had a lot going on these past few days, a death of animal, dragged to children's hospital (2 hours away!!)for a mental evaluation. I have lots of homework and other stuff. Really sorry. 
          	
          	Even if y book says complete I STILL TAKE REQUESTS! they are welcome and encouraged. If you don't want it public DM the request, you won't bother me.

Yakuza_Lover

Hey guys, just letting you know I'm going to a camp for 3days, no I'm not dead yet. But if I don't come back I am. I love you all so much! 
          
          I've had a lot going on these past few days, a death of animal, dragged to children's hospital (2 hours away!!)for a mental evaluation. I have lots of homework and other stuff. Really sorry. 
          
          Even if y book says complete I STILL TAKE REQUESTS! they are welcome and encouraged. If you don't want it public DM the request, you won't bother me.

Yakuza_Lover

I was wondering, even though I've NEVER watched avengers would anyone like an avengers agere? I know the characters and their basic personalities but not the entire movies and stuff. I LOVE the idea personally and all the books on here I've read are on hiatus or discontinued. 
          Soooooo.....yes?no? Trial run?

Yakuza_Lover

@Victo_Klahe  thank you. Imma go put up the request page 
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Victo_Klahe

@Yakuza_Lover I'd probably would read that Yeah
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Yakuza_Lover

this message may be offensive
No one be mad please? Okay, so I've been questioning my pronouns a little bit, wondering if it's okay to go by she/they. I am honestly confused how to word this and not make it seem stupid, I was questioning before this but ever since watching nightshade on transformers earthspark it's a bit bigger deal to me. They seem happier to not be classified as he or she. However my dumbass brain gets stuck in a loop, first it was amazing I lesbian or bisexual? Now, do I go by she/her or she/they? 
          
          To anyone who uses they them pronouns I am very sorry if you've read this. Personally I feel I have offended you and I am sorry. 
          
          Have a good day and if you have advice it's encouraged to be shared. If you want to that is. Or if it isn't much trouble. Love you byeeeeee!

Yakuza_Lover

If this sounds cringe or pick me ish, I'm sorry. 
          
          Hey guys. Happy pride first of all. Second of all, I haven't been feeling great mentally. I've been considering cutting more than usual and thinking of offing myself and what would happen after that. Yes I know there are people I can talk to online but my mom can see all my messages and I don't want her to tell me to 'seek attention in a better way' again. I also don't want to spill something accidentally and be sent to an LGBTQ camp(the ones that force you to be straight) or be sent off to a psych ward. 
          
          I also live in Ohio and all the smoke is coming over from Canada and I feel like at one point we're all gonna end up dropping dead. My gerbil is also reaching 3 years old which is her life span. 
          
          If I don't update for a while or anything else, I'm either on a long break or dead. Bye.

Sierra_Chisaki

@Yakuza_Lover hiiii, i know i haven't been online in a while an haven't been able to talk, but please know that you are loved.
            I know it's hard right now, i know youre hurting but please know that doing those things wont solve anything
            Whatever your moms saying is wrong if she cant take the time of day to sit down and listen to you talk thats on her
            I'd advise you to take some slow deep breaths! I've been there i2swear it gets better
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NottaPossum

@Yakuza_Lover 
            I know it’s so hard right now.
            I’ve been there.
            But, if you give life a chance and keep fighting, it will get better.
            
            Take small pleasures and do your best to fight the bad days.
            I believe in you. You’ll get through this. Please don’t give up. ❤️
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Yakuza_Lover

I have another question! Even though I am kinda bored of writing, who would like to see Alice in Wonderland agere? I like to make stories that no on has done/there aren't that many of. I have searched many times for this idea but haven't found one lol. So, if you see this, would you like an age regression Alice in Wonderland? Yes you will be able to request once I get a yes for the book  happy June 12th!