pixie⁷

happy anniversary my dear ones!!! 
          time with BTS has been so precious and today was such a healing day! I enjoyed every minute of it❤️
          
          i think I have some explaining to do! okay i won't make anNy excUses! but. i was... still am at a point in my life where I don't know anything (it can be oversharing and some might not even read this) 
          but I don't feel like doing anything my sad depressive episode is crazy and taking a toll on me i have no where to go but live and feel when I don't even feel like existing. just working in survival mode- barely. and I don't understand from where all these feelings are coming from. my headspace is so unstable. I can't even enjoy the things. i don't even feel like eating or reading or writing. these things I used to hold dear to my heart- I still do but it's fading. 
          and I am a person who needs to know and this thing is making me question my own emotions and feelings
          I just have no path to walk on certainly. i don't even know what I'm doing with my life. 
          so many demons we all have to deal with behind closed doors.

Author can u pls update yours to hold

Author nim why did you stop writing in YouTube . And if possible please publish those stories in Wattpad . Your stories are amazing.

thaNKYOUUUH everybody!???T^T

8k on- the alpha's mate?!!!??? 
          Oh I'm sooo happy ❤️❤️

im doing something <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>
          
          also hellooo everybody 
          been a long time!! how are you all doing?❤️

almost a month!!! 
          what the hell am I doing!?? 
          let me apologise to all the readers who cares- my college started and im swarmed with work but I will not lie that recently I have been feeling not myself! 
          whatever I write im not satisfied with it so I took a break and the past week I did nothing but go to college, enjoy auspicious ceremonies(i meant yesterday) and study for tests. 
          I have decided that I shall write atleast 3 chapters this week and get back to regular updating from February
          I hate to disappoint you all because many of you have waited for this story from so long including me as well but you know I want LiyL to be something so lovely because I have imagined it that way- so no matter if I have to force myself I will write as much as i can and do it for me!!!
          
          nothing but love❤️
          pixie

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR 
          hope you all stay happy and healthy always- sending lots and lots of love your way❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i am absurdly sick and i don't know what to do!!! T^T
          but I will try my best to write the next as early as i can ᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ

thankyouuuuhhh for 1M 
          i love each one of youuhhh- T^T ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ 
          YOU ALL ARE MINE NOW!!! I said what I saidᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ