𝐬𝐯𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬

// vent   
          
          sometimes i wish i did a completely different sport. my coach doesn’t even COACH my team, instead they just sit around and order my teammates around. they provide no tips, no recommendations, and don’t enforce attendance and effort in practice.   
          
          it’s to the point where our varsity boys’ side of the team don’t even show up anymore because they know they won’t get anywhere without proper coaching, and most of everyone else is slacking and just not showing up, then proceeding to mock each other for not putting in the work.   
          
          i don’t even have a say in what events i want to do for track season; my coach puts me in relays that i KNOW won’t get me anywhere because none of the varsity girls practice, and the younger girls on the team don’t have the experience to compete (no hate to them, still love them though!). and whenever i put my foot down and state my discomfort about the relay, they shrug it off and say “it’s your only chance to qualify for big events” as if my individual events that i put so much effort in mean NOTHING? they’ll put me on a relay team with girls that don’t even practice or feel passionate about the sport :/   
          
          and that doesn’t even outline my coach’s behavior outside of practice towards me and my teammates (to put it short, they’re VERY immature and childish; not very professional at all).   
          
          sorry for the long vent, but this has been going on for a year, going on another year, and it’s really demotivating me to do track and field or just ANY running sport.

it’s my birthday today! :D   
          
          (also ao3 is down right now, so far
          it   hasn’t   been    going    well   XD)

hello! i wanted to make a post regarding 
          my  absence  on wattpad, and  what  i've 
          been doing during this time.   
          
          i've started becoming more active on my 
          ao3 account (svnrises), although i still am 
          not   posting  consistently.  i  haven't   lost 
          interest  in  mcyt, but i have  grown  more 
          and   more  self-conscious  about  what   i 
          write    sometimes    (it's   more  of  just    a 
          personal thing, i haven't had any negative 
          experiences or anything!).   
          
          so,  as  of  now,  i'm declaring  most  of  my 
          writings   here   as    either   incomplete   or 
          discontinued. i'll still be semi-active here, 
          though, so if you want to say hello or send 
          messages, feel free to! but i don't think i'll 
          be  posting  much  here  anymore (i'll  still 
          post in the 'conversations' tab, i basically 
          treat it like my twitter LMAO).

i just posted one of my oneshots i’ve 
          worked  on for around a week  (since 
          mccp23), and it centers around team 
          red rabbits! feel free to give it a read! 
          :D

happy birthday, techno. i miss you,   
          king   o7

just published a new story, it’s a
          faction!house   builder   gang!AU
          :D   
          
          it’s   going   to   be   pretty   short,
          with     just    three    chapters;     i
          just   wanted   to  dip   back   into
          writing  again now that  school’s
          over for me!   

gosh, i feel bad for all of the instructors
          that  have to deal with such  disrespect-
          -ful students.
          
          i had a substitute earlier in the day…the
          amount  of  kids  yelling  and  cursing  in
          my class in front of them was a sad sight.
          then our supervisors had to come in and
          bring   some  of  the  students  who   were
          being  disrespectful  to the office,  and  it
          took so long.
          
          we got a lecture from them, and i feel bad 
          for   them,  especially  since  the   minority
          of us are just trying to do our work.
          
          honestly, this makes me worry a bit for the
          future,  with  the way a lot of people  at  my
          school act  ;-;

i really want to get into more
          mcyt    fanbases     like    vault 
          hunters  and  hermitcraft  but 
          i  can't  ever  bring  myself  to 
          watch   that  content.   mainly 
          for    vault   hunters    because
          there's   too   many   hours   of
          content   to  catch  up  on,   at 
          least for pete's POV.    
          
          i  just  feel bad for  not  being 
          very  diverse  in my  mcyt  fic 
          content. i'm starting to watch
          grian's     limited    life     POV,
          although i'm super late to the
          party haha ^^"

// vent   
          . 
          . 
          .   
          we have a group project that was assigned 
          last  friday, and our teacher told us to  only 
          do a certain part.   
          then  some  girl  in  our  group—who  is  SO 
          lazy,  might  i add—“finished”  the  WHOLE 
          project,  causing  our teacher to  give  us  a 
          new prompt and start over.   
          my  teacher was understanding, which  was 
          nice, but i’m so frustrated at my groupmate 
          for  ruining  the  rest of  our  project.  i  hope 
          they  don’t  try  to pull  anything  else,  since 
          my friends are more stressed out about this 
          than i am   ^^"

ITS MCC DAY ITS MCC DAY ITS MCC DAY-