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okay so onewe's album as been released for like 15 hours and i already have the WHOLE album in my top songs??? am i mentally sane? ABSOLUTELY NOT PLEASE SAVE ME 
          (and go listen to the album im begging it's borderline life changing im dead serious guys)

im having a heart attack bro chellateez what was that. WHAT WAS THAT. fuck im so proud of them BUT IM LITTERALY GONNA PASS OUT

hi :) to anyone who's reading ill girl, im so so sorry, i know it's been so long since i last updated :( i have basically the whole plot in mind but i have a pretty hard time with diabetes and some other things, and i cant write a single good thing that doesnt feel fake or forced.. 
          and alsoo the last chapter of redamancy is almost done, i just had 29437649 creative ideas and it's hard to manage lmao (like sewing a whole damn top out of a pair of jeans— it takes so much time help) 

i saw ateez a year ago. kill me. 

being diabetic is being up at 3am bc you forgot to change your insulin and it gave you the worst heart attack (who tf made this bitch beep so loud) while you were for once peacefully asleep and now you're listening to lady gaga like its the only way to cope with things and probably wont sleep for the next few hours since you're too awake to go back to sleep :)
          
          (dont ask me why i ranted here, but have a nice day/night lmao)

i wanna kiss and make out with a girl

currently doing a santanic ritual so we have precious in the next setlist so i can bang my head against a wall, jump off a building, throw myself on the route, drown myself in the ocean and die happily

hi hi hi hi hi hi hi yonghoon is back from the military and i might be crying i missed him sm im the happiest today my man is back im never gonna shut up about him 
          just a few more weeks and then hyungu is also back and my onewe will be all together again i love them fuck military stan onewe y'all
          (anyway, have a nice day ♡)

merry christmas everyone, i hope y'all will be the happiest today ♡ 

ill girls next chapter should be out this week, sorry for the wait :( i've been pretty overwhelmed the last few weeks so i've preferred to write different things (including a seongjoong one shot that should be out soon!), but today i've almost written a whole chapter for ill girl so i think i'll finish it tomorrow? idk yet but soon ☆