the emo anxious mess to evvie's chaotic trust-issue-having gremlin

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I'm...Shuichi Saihara. They call me the Ultimate Detective, but...

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You can call me...
Bug
Ash
Bee

My pronouns are...
It/he/they

PMs are currently open for...
Venting (though, please make sure I'm aware before you start just dumping things in my dms lol)
Roleplaying
Chatting

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I'll never forget this moment. I'll be able to believe in myself and be proud of being a detective.

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My wonderful partner (currently pfp pair: Saiouma)...
@demonfromheaven04

My online mother...
@paranoidkomaeda

My close friends...
@PhoneyKnight
@blujollyrnchr

Cool people you should check out...
@Misty_Raindrops
@Skeleton_Neko
@Ra1nb0wPast3ls
@MediocreWritesStuff
@gayshiploverforlife
@Cosmiccutie
@SolaSista
@WinTig24
@Ra1nb0wPast3ls
@bisexual_book-lover

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I don't think there will ever come a day when I truly understand Kokichi. I reach out to him...
But he doesn't take my hand.
But in his own way...I think that helps me understand him a little.

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Some of my hobbies...
Reading
Writing
Gardening
Drawing
Playing piano
Gaming

Fandoms/special interests...
Danganronpa
Heartstopper
Rainbow Rowell
Cavetown
Fall Out Boy
Vocaloid
Heathers
Omori
The Owl House
The Promised Neverland
Doki Doki Literature Club
My Chemical Romance
Undertale
Deltarune
There's more, just ask-

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'Cause it's painful knowing about the worst to come
Eating me up inside until I succumb
I don't know the answer
And I don't want to
Was that a lie, or the painful truth?
No, that's wrong
I agree
I don't know
I can't see
That's a lie
No, it's true
I don't know what to do
Looking to the ground and never looking ahead
I'll only be misled, so let's hide from the truth instead

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Some reminders...
Go drink some water
Get some sleep
Loving yourself is important
You are loved
You are valid
You do matter

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Yeah. Let's go.
We'll see what this world gained, and what it lost, and all the rest.
Let's find out, together.

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