!!TW!!
These last couple months has truly been the hardest months of my life, and last week in particular was very stressful.
I, unfortunately, was a victim of SA by a stranger and fell pregnant. Overwhelmed and horrified at first, I spoke with my partner about our options, and we chose to keep it and raise it.
We were both fully aware of the mental affects it had done on me, and the responsibility we were both taking on, but agreed we would do it together, and help aid each other financially.
Many people tried telling us that it was a bad idea to keep the child, seeing as I had no clue who the father was, and knowing it had done great mental damage and cause trauma for me... But a child is a gift nonetheless.
Just two weeks ago, I began to experience excruciating pain, and had an appointment which then lead to news of a miscarriage...
The last couple weeks have been immensely hard with organising Doctor's appointments, Gynaecologist visits, ultrasounds, treatment, blood tests, and so on. -But the hardest part has been accepting that we will no-longer be raising the child, just after we began to grow attached.
For the next week I am on bed rest. :(