weird child

Did one of my favorite writers just get banned off Wattpad cuz all their stories and notifications are gone like non-existent and I can't find their account what happeneddddd

I so badly wanna be like queen bee from hellava boss. She's so pretty and just- I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH WORDS! 

Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.
          Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.
          Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.
          Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.
          Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.
          Crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats and rats make me crazy.

I've been in and out of the creepypasta and slenderverse fandoms many of times, I have made many characters before but none of them really stuck since I later cringed at them. There has been one OC that I have made that I had kept. For a long time I've been planning to make a story of her. I have planned and rewritten her story multiple times editing small bits to make it make more sense add proper connections and not seeing illogical or completely fiction. The story for the longest time I wanted to be good because I've always been afraid of making a story people would make fun of. A bunch of it is inspired by mostly slenderverse. The story would base around a girl going insane through her family having been stocked and tortured by unknown entities. I would randomly be motivated to rewrite the story and fix it but then after that I would never write the story. And I would like if anyone seen this for your opinion on if I should try to make the story. 

Made a art book!

Should I make a lmk fanfic? ;3; just bored and need something to get me back into writing.

Idk if I'll finish my Undertale story, I'm loosing motivation to think of how it'll go. So I may do a creepy pasta one, since I'm being pulled back into the fandom. 
          The story will be based on an oc 
          Her name is Carmen. 
          I will need a bit of help. So I will ask for opinions and suggestions 

Haii :3