@adrianiniasta
Omfg Reclaiming Youth hit over 20k reads
I should really finish that, shouldn't i?
@fucknvm Hiii! Yeah I should but I also kinda don't remember what it was about cuz it's been so long I need to reread my own work
Hey;) (I miss summer)
waitin for that 10% to go up bishh >.>
@sannotfound fun fact rn now im in Switzerland, in the same place that I went to summer 2022 and never really came back to writing regularly after that
hello :)
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I GOT BaNNED DHEHWJWJJJWWK ppl can't take a joke:')
Do you like frogs
@adrianiniasta eww who the heck eats frog fhkjdfhb *soobing* but aw, lol i used to do that at my grandma's house! But then one time a big frog jumped on my face and ever since then i have a phobia from them lol
@fucknvm I do I used to pick them up in my garden when I was little Tho I don't think I would eat one. Cause some cousines have dishes with frogs in it and idk how about that
...is it okay to like slap yourself (on the face) a little too hard whenever you make a mistake in something or do something unknowingly or when you want to step out of your trance ???
@adrianiniasta ohhh okay!! I'll do that from now on (I hope I don't stop midway...) thank you so much^^ seriously, your so cool and nice, like, I didn't even know that trances occur because they want to protect me (? Like helping me step out of reality because I can't face it ???) So... yeah :D your so cool tho and professional
@fucknvm okey can you maybe consider to write down when those trances occur and what happened right before them? Cause usually such hazy states or the feeling of being detached from the world and yourself for a moment can happen due to high levels of stress or anxiety So maybe if you wrote down dates and what happened before you can see if there are specific type of situations or specific overwhelming feelings that may be the cause of your mind and body kinda shutting down on you Knowing the cause of it won't immediately solve the problem, but usually such states happen if our mind subconsciously wants to protect us from feeling distress or other unpleasant feelings so knowing from what you're trying to escape/protect yourself from can help in a long run to try healthier techniques ❤️
@adrianiniasta I can see you becoming an amazing therapist!! ^-^ also, well- my trances are... idk if they are trances but its like i suddenly step out of the world? Like every noise turns into white noises, and it sometimes happens randomly and for like 2 minutes (the maximum was i think 4 minutes? My mom had to slap my back when she noticed so) also, i don't really hear what others say? Like its... gibberish, and i think my leg shakes unconsciously too during that? Kind of like i have an idea about whats happening but at the same time i don't like i step into my own mind for some time and just don't have any idea about what happens around me- also, I usually slap myself whenever i find myself getting too deep into it, it also happens when i think too deeply about something someone has said (its not always something offensive, sometimes its just a simple sentence) or about something we've read... so yeah- i'll try to do what you've told me... because the slaps do be hitting a little too hard ahaha... hah...
but is it true that if you hold grudges or remember bad things which people do to you, you start becoming more annoyed and get anger issues???
@adrianiniasta ohhh well that helps, because i was doing all of these?? And then i asked my friend who keeps hanging out with those people who hurt me on why she hung out with them so much when she also knows they are well... kind of toxic, and she just replied like this... and everyone knows that i get angry easily and violent so yeah.. TT I guess i won't talk shit about them anymore to anyone...
@fucknvm I would say that it's a BIG generalisation I guess it depends on how you're executing the holding grudge part Because if it means you're avoiding people who hurt you then it's logical defence mechanism Also it don't have to mean that you not gonna forgive or forget in the future maybe you need more time Or maybe you just wanna cut them off it's fine too if you're feeling like this keeping relation wont do you much good and there is nit much space for development But if you're way of holding grudge is actively seeking revenge then I guess yes it can develop into anger issues Cuz when you're trying to get back at at people who previously hurt you it's easy to get lost in all the build up anger But I would say each case is diffrent and there are a lot of factors that can contribute to anger issues
@fucknvm I would say that it's a BIG generalisation I guess it depends on how you're executing the holding grudge part Because if it means you're avoiding people who hurt you then it's logical defence mechanism Also it don't have to mean that you not gonna forgive or forget in the future maybe you need more time Or maybe you just wanna cut them off it's fine too if you're feeling like this keeping relation wont do you much good and there is nit much space for development But if you're way of holding grudge is actively seeking revenge then I guess yes it can develop into anger issues Cuz when you're trying to get back at at people who previously hurt you it's easy to get lost in all the build up anger But I would say each case is diffrent and there are a lot of factors that can contribute to anger issues
wait, your going to become a therapist, right?
@adrianiniasta idk if its... exactly personal? Just weird psychological questions because some facts make me wonder if they are true or not so yeah, I guess i'll just ask you on discord-
@fucknvm sure! If they're personal matters you can always dm me or catch me on discord so not everyone can read them
@adrianiniasta so if i ask you weird maybe psychological related questions, can you answer them?? I don't know who else to ask and google doesn't explain
