━━𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄¹

hello, i am back.

If u see this im shittijg tears 

I just understood what a fujoshi and fudanshi means, it fetishizes people. I AM SO SORRY.

Hello, this may be the last time I'm logging into this account. I've been inactive since Jan 2022. I'm very sorry. I can't do this anymore and force myself to write something I no longer enjoy and have interest in —especially when  I have no time and my health is deteriorating quickly. I myself regret writing this, however, I never regretted interacting and meeting you people. You have given me hope and made me happy reading all those comments you left. I read every single one. Thank you so much. I have left the MG fandom unofficially. I will no longer watch them or support them as individual artists. I no longer feel the need to watch them or feel that exciting and hyper feeling when I watch them every time. I'm very sorry... so sorry. But, I can't do this anymore —No, I don't hate them, it's just that... I simply grew out of it. I'll still respect them as people, but will no longer tuning into their life events. Thank you, once again. For providing me with the joy and confidence I needed back then. It has been a great year with you all. Thank you, and I'm sorry.
          
          Bai, if you see this, I'm sorry. I have no interest in MG anymore. I hope you'll understand.
          
          This is farewell everyone. I don't know if I'll be back, but please don't hope for any more updates. 
          
          I might come back if ever I feel like writing again. There might be a small chance it'll be MewGulf again, however, don't hope for it any longer. I may write something else.
          
          I don't know when or if I'm gonna come back. It's up to me. 
          
          Thank you for supporting The Red Eyed Alpha and The Alienation. Good bye.

I do not have any free time anymore. I'm stressed. Forcing myself to write is becoming a burden now...
          
          I'm so sorry.

Please check the announcement below this

I may iscontinue every single one of my books if my schedule is too tight or update it whenever I can.
          
          I have writer's block and a lot of work to do. Pls respect my decision, it's not final yet. We'll see.

Im fcking cringing at my book help me-

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Give me a few more minutes to finish this ch 17.