12:45 AM
I can't sleep. The memories haunt me. I do not want to relive them again. Yet all I do is sit and type whatever my heart desires. Words are shaped into poetry by last ounce of love in me, and here is what it looks like.. a memory, that torments me at night. The question, whose answer is so hard to find.
A flicker of light
And my flickering mind
Both keep me awake
In this dark night
With closed windows
no moon in sight
Here I sit and type
Words I wanted to write.
Your letters have stopped
And yet I wait for them
was that all? Our end?
This is what you meant?
Am I already forgotten?
Or are you waiting?
Hiding there somewhere
For us to meet again
But even if we do
What good would it do now?
With seeds of doubt sown
And love eaten by pests
Trust long rotten
All that left is a skeleton
Of what used to be a ripen fruit
I wonder if it could grow again.
Amelie