Lavender

I have an update on the previous announcement I made. I decided it would be best to take a break from writing one-shots- for the time being! Not forever.
          
          I wanted to start working on books and try long-paced writing instead of writing short stories or one-shots. I have a bunch of projects that I have mostly outlined and one of them I've begun outlining chapters.
          
          Also, I'm finally turning 17 tomorrow. Finally! Only one more year left until I'm 18.

Guys, I swear I'm going to get the first one-shots for TSAMS and SDS done. I'm almost done with the first one-shot for SDS. Writer's Block is kicking my ass. 

I need some help with one of my OCs! I'm currently making a character sheet for them and I'm having a hard time figuring out if she's aromantic or not. In her original lore, she does fall in love eventually after meeting up with one of her coworkers after a long time of not seeing each other. But a majority of her character and personality are not feeling emotions/locking them up.
          
          I don't want to put her in my shoes since I'm also aromantic but my situation is a bit different than hers. I'm not sure what to do. Some help from anyone would be nice.

Devin: "I could never choose to love another..."
          
          Ritchie: "Maybe one day I can learn to love you too..."
          
          
          Angst, because why not? But this really was them when Devin confessed. 

I just had a revelation (-yes, I know that's not the correct term usage)
          
          Imagine 'Loser Baby' from Hazbin Hotel with Revin [FTO].
          
          I'm claiming this as an original idea and possibly making it a one-shot in the future. It totally fits them tho! ^^

You know, in a discord conversation I was having with a friend, I realized that the reason that we create characters with so much trauma and the reason we love angst in stories is that we've gone through hurt during some parts in our life and need to see others going through something to balance out our pain.
          
          ...It's like 12:30 am for me and I've officially lost it. And yes, before you say it, I know I probably read too much into it. It was funny the first time me and my friend said it.

I have almost the first half written for the first one-shot request for SDS but still struggling to write more. I wrote a bit of the second half to the end and honestly...
          
          It's very ✨spicy✨! Like I'm very tempted to give a sneak peek.

I'm so agitated. I finished the one-shot for FTO Devin's birthday but as I pressed publish, it had hit midnight for me so it technically wasn't on their birthday anymore. I just feel disappointed in myself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIN AND EDEN!!
          
          Me, making a one-shot for it?
          
          No....
          
          ^^

PLS!!! I NEED MOTIVATION TO WORK ON SDS ONESHOTS!!
          
          I've been burnt out this whole week and I need motivation. I have the second half - and the more spicier bits - of the one-shot written, I just need to do the first half but I feel like it's so boring.