arianaclark14333
So I struggle with ADHD severe anxiety depression social anxiety OCD oh yeah and plus I also deal with them abandonment issues without going in like really and death detail Im on a smi I think So I just got a puppy and I deal with a lot of germ fears a lot and it’s difficult for me to do chores every day because it’s like very hard and I’m trying my best with the puppy I also used to go to therapy but I no longer can afford it so I also chose not to take any medicines out of fear so I’m all like dealing with it myself and it’s so hard but my parents were like well now that you have a puppy you have to stop being lazy and get over things and start doing the things and are used an example that was rude but it was only thing that came to my mind that possibly will help them understand the situation or understand which to my luck didn’t help but there’s like a little problem but my mom is having and I use that prime example and I was like well you know the problem that you’re going through you got to get over it stop doing this and stop in that I got to get over it like they said to me and I typically coat Gabe barely remember happenings and with my ADHD brain I tend to have a lot more help doing task and things and my parents were like i’ll show you how to do it like twice show you how to do it and then if you forget a second time but the third time you’re on your own figure Last one sorry it out and that’s different for me because all these tasks are hard in general me and him now I got to do it all alone end it was one of the worst timing as to when they came in my room because like I just got over having a panic attack and then they came in when I was like already started coming down because of the situation no I’m over thinking again but I don’t know welp plus my mom is like my best friend and now I’m stuck cuz I always talk to her and now idk anymore also to add to that I now feel numb and I haven’t felt like that in a long time
