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A 5 year old that cannot tell you he’s hungry or thirsty will starve himself if not offered food or water. My little cousins starved himself at school today and got in trouble for handing his water bottle to another kid to open and they took his water and didn’t even open it for him. It’s frustrating to see a little kid you are so close to get in trouble for trying to get help. He’s not allowed to go to recess, he has to be separated from his class, and he gets in trouble for stupid things. Even after his OT therapist has wrote several notes saying he cannot ask for help because he doesn’t know how and they let him starve himself it’s so frustrating. 

Friday the 13th was actually a great day. I went to a show with my friend, showed 3 different breeds of dogs, got offered a puppy by a professional handler, had puppies be born that I’d been waiting on, won a major at a show, placed 2nd and 4th in group rings, and met/showed against the number 1 boxer who is also the number 1 working group, and the number 2 all breed dog, her handler was nice. 

Thanks for the follow, little mortal ! :) 

Our school systems suck. My little cousin who I pretty much raised they won’t give him help with his disabilities. He’s a freaking 4 year old who can barely talk and has been diagnosed as environmentally delayed due to being deaf up until a few months ago. They refuse him a helper and am trying to move him up to kindergarten because of how tall he is and his birthday is this month. They refuse to acknowledge he is disabled and that he needs help and that he has adhd and can’t sit still for 8 hours a day. His teachers are freaking yelling in his face to sit still and be quiet. It’s ridiculous this is the 3rd school who has done this to him. The 3rd school that promised to help him now going back on its word. No surprise their. 

It’s one of those days where you’re depressed even though it’s a good day and all you do is smile and nod because you’re drowning. It’s suicide prevention day. Don’t take your own life. I know it’s hard to go on sometimes and sometimes it’s so much easier to pop some sleeping pills and never wake up or to slit your wrist and be done with it but some one cares. I know some of y’all will be like she doesn’t know what she’s talking about. On 3 different occasions 2 of those I held a knife to my wrist and thought this is my only way out and on the 3rd time it was pills in my hand about to open them but I’ve been stopped all 3 times by people that love me. Talk to people try to understand sometimes the most depressed people are the ones always smiling.

Thank you for the follow back. 

I had an allergic reaction to my ear rings and now I will probably have to get my ears re-pierced. I was already allergic to fake gold and silver now I’m allergic to real silver too. This sucks because the ear rings I had a reaction too was my favorite ones. 
             If I have to get them re-pierced should I go ahead and add another piercing to my ears? I’ve been wanting too but haven’t wanted to go to a parlor to get it done. My parents don’t care my dads been joking about when I’ll get a tattoo as he has 5.

My parents. You can have all 300 photos you took today touched up and online before you go too bed right. 
          Me not unless I stay up till 3 tomorrow. 
          My parents ok do what ever just have them up. 
          Me if you’re giving me permission to stay up does that mean I can also sleep in tomorrow?
          Them sure you can just have them uploaded 
          Me try’s my best but am having computer problems. 
          Me stays up until 2:30 before giving up. 
          My parents wake me up at 7:00. 
          
          I’m now sleep deprived and still having computer issues how’s your day going.  I’m running off of 4 1/2 hours of sleep and don’t know how I’m functioning because last week I think I got a total of 12 hrs all week. Insomnia sucks. 

I don’t want to live anymore, but I don’t want to die. It’s been a horrible 4th and I just had a  break down and my mom tells me to suck it up how do you think I feel. My family is the reason I want to die. 

I’m going to see Spider-Man far from home in about an hour.