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So... I just finished Endgame. I've been crying for the last two hours. I don't know what to do with myself. I'll definitely need time to mourn, but this won't stop me from creating stories with the characters I love. They will live on forever.

I'm screeching right now. Marvel keeps posting about Endgame and giving me pure moments, I swear they're trying to make me pass out.
          
          

I thought too much and now I feel depressed, time to read some shitty Nicolas Cage fanfiction.

I think I'm going insane. I've been at this new school for two weeks now, and I don't have any friends. I have nobody to hang out with or talk to, and I didn't think it would hurt this much but it does. School feels bland and depressing. It's not like I don't try to make friends (that's what my parents think) because I DO talk to people in my classes, they just could care less about me.
          
          I miss all of my friends. I miss them so fucking much. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm going to explode.
          
          Anybody else have a similar problem? How should I deal with it?

Oof, okay. So if you read my story- yeah that ONE singular story, I'm getting the third chapter out as fast as I can. Sorry, I just moved from California to Colorado and in doing so I also had to give my previous school back my computer, which was what I used to write chapters quickly.
          
           I start school again on Monday, and I'll get a new computer (yay) but until then I'm gonna speed type on my phone so I can get out this chapter.

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Moving out of California soooooooon. Next week actually, oh god. I'm gonna have a new school, new friends... scratch that, no friends, and a whole new home.
          
          The stress is piling on and making it harder to write, but I try to find time in between packing and crying. 

@arachnaboy Aw thank you! I actually forgot about my birthday. You're cool, mate.

It's almost six in the morning. I haven't slept all night and now I'm hungry. Time flies when you're having fun I guess.

*Reads your bio.* I'm cool with being friends.