I'm a 43 yr old Switch allined with the soft style caregiver dynamic lifestyle I have a headspace age range of zero to one year old little space age range Frontal lobe brain damage and abusive upbringing of infantilism,sissification,dollafication forced to be treated like a baby girl and dressed like one and forced to be a baby beauty pageant partisapant through my childhood years by a sociopathic foster mom who wanted a child to manipulate and control their every waking moment to make them do whatever she wanted me to do for her sick enjoyment and pleasure as a form of revenge towards her victim she bullied throughout school years my own grandmother was the one that was bullied and humiliated by her at school elementary and up through highschool and past that up till my grandmother's passing away was planned by her at my expense for 22 years of my life to the point that I have to have a 24/7 caregiver in order to be able to function in social situations and taken care of like a baby would be cared for since she screwed up my mind and hindered my own development to the point that I am not able to do that for myself so I'm co dependent on someone else to facilitate my own care and have to have a mommy type person in my life at all times to ensure I don't have a injury due to the regression states that I have zero control over to maintain my own safety and wellness