homestuck in 2020 im ded

damn i rly usued to use this sh!t like twitter lmao
          
          anyway fvck terfs *peace sign* *fades to black*

i am big want to death UwU 

me be like *decides to write a dirkjohn fic* *the way i write sounds like a strilonde* *for some reason decides to write it from john’s perspective* *john sounds like a strilonde that says butt a lot* 
          
          why do i do this to myself 

HOLY SHIT HOW DID I NOT FIND OUT THAT HOMESTUCK^2 WAS A THING UNTIL LITERALLY TWO MINUTES AGO HOLY SHIT

im feeling too many feelings somebody help me

i sent myself into a weird, panicky emotional episode by psychoanalysing myself for like 3 hours, using the process of precisely pinning down my problems with my problems as a way to escape actually solving anything because i simultaneously want help and am terrified of getting it 
           #living-my-best-life #living-in-terror

i am one hundred per-fuckin-cent deceased and there’s nothin you can do about it

just rewatched [s] collide and [s] act 7, brb gonna cry myself to sleep like i have too many feelings right now

i have three modes: apathetic leisure, panic and braindead sleep deprived 

i keep getting fob songs from abap and srar stuck in my head, and it’s making me all nostalgic, cos even though they’re relatively new, they were basically the first two whole albums that i got and listened to all to myself, which weren’t just music that my parents used to play for me when i was younger