beatrixwenner

Hey guys it's me again, I'm sorry to all of you that I have been roleplaying with. I know I'm going to be a sh** for saying this but I'm going to have to drop all of you, it's not you guys but it's me. Everything has been spinning around my head and work along with school is piling up, I'm about to graduate in a few months and I need to set my things straight. Roleplaying is basically going to take the least of my time, I have new interests and hobbies that I want to keep alive and sadly.. roleplaying isn't one of them.
          	
          	But don't get me wrong, I'm not dropping you all because of you guys I love all the roleplays that I did. Nico, Devan, Julian, Julien, Ash and also Lumine and Jesse.. but I've lost passion for the app and the activity. I do still want to talk to you all, just not roleplay.. 
          	
          	Here's for you who want to talk to me out of Wattpad, I'm probably going to disable the app too.
          	Instagram : @nickalferickk 
          	You can dm me here if you decide to follow me, we can chat and get to know each other properly as friends, underline friends not roleplay buddies.
          	
          	Catch you later roleplay buddy :D

Coffee6l

@beatrixwenner Make sure to take care of yourself. Wattpad can wait. What you are trying to do is important, so keep doing that.
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beatrixwenner

Hey guys it's me again, I'm sorry to all of you that I have been roleplaying with. I know I'm going to be a sh** for saying this but I'm going to have to drop all of you, it's not you guys but it's me. Everything has been spinning around my head and work along with school is piling up, I'm about to graduate in a few months and I need to set my things straight. Roleplaying is basically going to take the least of my time, I have new interests and hobbies that I want to keep alive and sadly.. roleplaying isn't one of them.
          
          But don't get me wrong, I'm not dropping you all because of you guys I love all the roleplays that I did. Nico, Devan, Julian, Julien, Ash and also Lumine and Jesse.. but I've lost passion for the app and the activity. I do still want to talk to you all, just not roleplay.. 
          
          Here's for you who want to talk to me out of Wattpad, I'm probably going to disable the app too.
          Instagram : @nickalferickk 
          You can dm me here if you decide to follow me, we can chat and get to know each other properly as friends, underline friends not roleplay buddies.
          
          Catch you later roleplay buddy :D

Coffee6l

@beatrixwenner Make sure to take care of yourself. Wattpad can wait. What you are trying to do is important, so keep doing that.
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beatrixwenner

Hey guys, it's been a while. The next 10 days I'll be taking more time for myself. It's the holiday and i want to start working out again to burn my fat off so I'll atleast look presentable for my parents. Besides that I'll be releasing another OC it's more for sad and angsty roleplays so beware.

beatrixwenner

Small clarification.
          I'm going to Japan this July for my education. My parents are pressing me to study their language hard and i don't have the time to open Wattpad and roleplay as frequently as i was or i want to.
          
          I'm sorry for the misunderstanding and thank you all for your wishes, once I get myself there and adapt to their culture, time change and also my new schedule there I'll try to work out with you all to get my roleplays more planned out instead of appearing and disappearing like a ghost.
          
          Here's what I know so far.
          
          7-11 AM : language school.
          
          12-3 PM : leisure/sleep/break (whatever the students please)
          
          4-10 PM : part time 
          
          11-12 PM : homework
          
          Most likely i'll be doing homework at my free time though.

plutomax

@beatrixwenner Take care of yourself and drink plenty of water!! And do whatever floats your boat if you need your free time to relax take it I will always be here for you take as much time as you need!’ 
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beatrixwenner

this message may be offensive
So I'm just going to get straight to the point. I'm very busy and stressed to deal with anyone's bullshit that goes like "Why haven't you responded?" First, i don't mean to be dramatic but i already said that i am busy and i can't reply to anyone.
          
          Here, i am going to drop the roleplays that I've held for so long. My replies aren't worth your time and making you wait would only waste your own Time, I'm sorry for all of you that i enjoyed roleplaying with but the change that i have to go through in my life because of my education is very stressful and time taxing.
          
          I am going to Japan and i need to stop sucking up to roleplaying, my days are basically time table-ed or planned out from Monday to Sunday and roleplays won't be on when it's Western Indonesian Time 12-8 because i am busy with school, Japan and chemistry, and even that won't promise you all a reply because i need to make time for myself.
          
          And for you who are reading, i will continue to roleplay with you.. just not consistently.
          
          Lumine 
          Devan
          Ash
          Nico
          Julian
          
          Besides that, I'm sorry to say but.. i have to drop you.
          

plutomax

All that matters is that you take care of yourself ok have fun in Japan!!  
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liamishigh

@beatrixwenner 
            take all of the time you need! if people can't understand that the that's their problem :)
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YUUTOCHU

@beatrixwenner its fine, don’t worry about it! i understand (:
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beatrixwenner

https://open.spotify.com/track/6sIx7Cn37DGEhjy9hBP8Gx?si=YoWRkKDnR9eKa6B6j_nfSw&utm_source=copy-link 
          Listen to this :D
          
          Hey guys, I'm sorry that I'm not as active as i was just a few days ago. I'm really struggling with the guests that won't stop rolling in for Chinese new years. I get up at 7 to help my house assistant food and attend guests, we usually finish at 5 but then I'm always too burned out to consistently roleplay.
          
          

Hello_Buster

@beatrixwenner Its okay! You take your time and don't stress or burn yourself out too much! Hope everything works out in the end and your so awesome for caring so much about us 
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Promises_and_Lies

@beatrixwenner 
            take your time!!
            hope things get better <3
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beatrixwenner

Hey, sorry for the lack of responses
          I'll be putting some roleplays on hold. I haven't been feeling the motivation and not having the time to actually respond to all of you properly. I don't feel like my replies are worth your time and so i decided to keep it for myself and stop until i have my Japanese and School straight, along with my own motivation and feel for roleplay. I hope you understand :D
          
          Some, i just really enjoy to the point that i don't want to stop.. I'm sure you know who you are, but if you don't I'll tell you myself.

JxstMeeHere

@ beatrixwenner  Take your time and don't worry too much about it ^^ Same goes for me the roleplay with you is really fun. 
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plutomax

ENJOY THE BREAK!!! YOU DESERVE IT AND TAKE YOUR TIME i enjoy roleplaying with you and I can’t for you to come back 
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beatrixwenner

Sorry everyone, I'll reply when I can. I'm busy with my Japan Visa and i won't be on much.. 

Riku_Tachibana

Will be missed : (
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JxstMeeHere

@ holly-jolly-nick  Good luck with that and you don't have to worry about it, just take your time ^^ 
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beatrixwenner

When you're spending the newyears and winter holiday getting Kanji cramed in your head, really takes the life out of me. I'll be a little picky with my roleplays too, i'm sorry. And for those who got discontinued by admin 2, on her behalf i want to apologize.
          
          On another note as well, most of my characters are fantasy themed now because of a recent 'thing' that got me into fantasy roleplays. 
          
          

beatrixwenner

Admin 2 : Hey guys, i know it's been a while and I haven't replied to any of you *star emote* Gay Shippers *star emote* but i'll just have to say it now. I'm officially quitting Wattpad for my senior highschool, it's not you guys.. it's me. I need more time out of my room so I don't turn into a vampire, plus i'm a highschooler now and I should get my ass to a more social state. Plus, My brother (admin 1) is nagging me to get out of his room since I'm using either his phone or his laptop. So, just a heads-up, anymore posts is done by admin 1, all my ocs which is Ryouichi and Hayato will belong fully to him.  
          
          It's been a good run everyone, I'm sorry if I or my brother don't reply to the texts that asked about our replies and continuations.. we didn't mean to give that silent treatment, it's just that we're super busy and I'm not good at managing my time unlike this Horse butt. 
          
          Admin 1 : in my defence, i was using my laptop to learn my Japanese and I'm not about to miss out on my lessons just because of roleplaying.

5Wxxnies

@holly-jolly-nick lemme go cry rq (good luck- MAY SUCCESS COME YOUR WAY)
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