bellelovely

Dlu i always think wht people saying abt me seriously until now still care but without realizing something important tht this actually my life i slowly try not to think abt wht people saying abt me i mean its my life dude did my life soo interesting smpi nak sibuk2 urusan org eleh jaga tepi kain sendiri la bruhh 

bellelovely

Dlu i always think wht people saying abt me seriously until now still care but without realizing something important tht this actually my life i slowly try not to think abt wht people saying abt me i mean its my life dude did my life soo interesting smpi nak sibuk2 urusan org eleh jaga tepi kain sendiri la bruhh 

bellelovely

          To all my friends who stayed,
          Thank you for being real. Thank you for believing that I do all the things that I thought I can't. You guys push me to keep going when I call it quits. Despite of my shitty personality you guys still there for me. Ups and downs, during tough times, you still stayed by my side throughout everything and have created unforgettable memories that I'll cherish forever. You don't just text me when you want, or need, something, but because you just want to hang out, to talk, and to be with your friend. You know how I am, and who I am, because that's what friends do, and that's what friends are.
          You are my people— my best friends, my shoulders to cry on, my inspiration, my encouragers, and my favorite people to sit on the floor hysterically laughing and snacking and crying with at 2 in the morning. Thank you for listening to my pointless dramas over and over again, despite the fact that their plot-lines never really change. Thanks for wiping away my tears on bad days and smiling and laughing with me on good days, because that is what friendship is and that is something I am forever grateful for.

bellelovely

I feel always like everyone don't like me and they don't want me anymore. They will just ignore me even if I'm hurt because of them. I feel like i'm unimportant. Like they wished that I just died but sometimes I question myself, "what if I just die?" Maybe they will be happy if i die. And I hate it when they always compare me to others. But I just always say that "I'm sorry if I'm different I'm sorry if I'm not intelligent. I'm sorry if i'm noe what you've expected. I'm sorry if I'm not that so goo. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect. I'm just me. I'm sorry" They are times that I plan to commit suicide because of problems and depression but all I've think was those people who loved me. Because I'm sure that they will be much hurt than me.

bellelovely

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Unbelievable motherfucker can you believe this shit?I also cannot believe lerr since this morning mymood not really okay and congratulations you just make it worse idc if you read this shit you know wht you can go to fucking hell i never hate someone as much as i hate you man like dude if cannot came then tell me you motherfucker dont just seen tht shit and not doing something about it are you tht stupid? i seriouly dont know u punya problem if you cnnt go then tell me its not tht hard bodoh wht kind of guy r u?  if i dont mistake tht i never paksa kau knkn i done gais seriously done and a simple sorry can solve everything but none NONE FUCKING NONE?!?!!???  BABI