ɪᴅɪᴏᴛ!! ★

WERE SO BACK GAYS ! IM GONNA START WRITING AGAIN !!!!!

update: me n my bf got better, yes weve had some falling outs but weve made up and are continuing to help each other heal

I hate this so fucking much, I hate myself so fucking much, my discord got disabled for a certain reason bc something of mine got exposed bc of something stupid I did, gotta wait 5 months to get it back, my friend hasn't responded to help me get an alt for the meantime, I couldn't celebrate my boyfriends birthday with him, I couldn't finish his gifts, he said this was he lamest birthday ever, I know its all my fucking fault. He didn't even respond to my apology, I hurt his fucking feelings, I suck, so bad, it's all my fault. I ruined this, if it hadn't been for me wanting to defend my friends so bad, it could've been fine, but I just HAD to fuck everything up as usual, & also for those who asked if I'm good recently, I'm not. Not just because of today, but a lot of days, don't ask me to talk about it, I'm not going to have someone else shoulder my shit.

Hollup wait a min, i come back from the dead and i got 107 followers, wth happened???

Lol

WHY AM I ALMOST AT 100 FOLLOWERS?

1# guyz i hav returned, since i have access to pc again, ill try posting more
          
          2# ive decided to remove the clean murder story, i want to expand on th concept w my own og characters, wanna get out my comfort zone yk?
          
          3# i have a discord server, my discord is heeheeeeequesooo#7236
          
          4# ill (someday) accept collabs (when i figure out how to enable th ability for others to write on my stories).
          
          ty 4 waiting for me, i rly appreciate th ones who stuck w me <//3

guyz i think its timeim honest, im starting to lose motiv to be a author :sob:

I'm back from hell

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