Broadway bean

Hey can I dm you?

The inner working of my brain while I’m trying to fall asleep
          
          My moms is clearer now at last all to well no wait shut up let me sleep ooh actually remember the time you suggested doing in the heights as a joke but nobody could tell you were joking so your director called it cultural appropriation and you wanted to cry yeah feel that again wait no shut up think about this really good book wait no shut up think about how much you want to be an actress wait no you want to be a baker sleep what’s sleep oh you want that too bad think about Gilmore girls your adhd wait are you adhd you should be asleep wait the doctor said you can’t sleep because of your depression so am I adhd and depressed hahaha I feel sick why do I always feel sick why is no one talking to me anymore am I that unlikable wait your so stupid your the social one your the happy one your not depressed stop being dramatic am I faking this for attention I don’t think so help why is no one listening no shut up th in I about show tune poor johnathan lawrson never got to see rent wait my cousins have the same disease are they gonna die am I running out of time ALEXANDER HAMILTON scroll through tick tock no wait read no wait shut up go write oh it’s 7:30 time to wake up from school I just remembered I forgot to sleep I sleep now and my parents say wake up god why are you tired all day 

You and your mom are arguing about boys or curfew 
          Ha 
          My mom and I are arguing over who’s singing for Mary Magdalene in the car 

Also listen to the Troy saga of epic because it’s FINALLY out!!!!!!!!!!! It’s so goood I can’t I love it so much. Like go. Now. Like stop reasinf this and go listen 

Y’all I went on a cruise and like I’ll it was so so cool 

Heyyy I love you tooo 

You know those little things you get in packages that say don’t eat I really want to eat it right now 

Hi! I love you too ❤️

Me at 10 telling my aunt I wanted to marry Rodger from rent and crying when he and Mimi got together at the end. 
          
          Me four years later having the exact same reaction and feelings I mean hot damn but also Mimi to I want both 

@blobopera I love your username!