bloodlock

How have I had this account for almost 7 years?!

bloodlock

Listening to the DWK 3 soundtrack while rereading “The Vipers revenge” makes me feel both sad and also happy, I haven’t updated it in like a few months, I uploaded the 4th chapter then I stopped writing and it sucks because I’m stuck creatively because I’m struggling being an adult now so I don’t have time to write and I’m sadly not as passionate about DWK as I use to be which is sad because I’ve fallen in love with the franchise (1-4, the 5th and 6th movies are meh to me so I will only watch the 1st to the 4th) I was obsessed with it for a good 4ish months and then i got interested in other things which I am so so sorry about. When I write I want it to be the best it can be, I want to put my whole heart and soul into it and I don’t want to force myself to write about something that I’m not passionate about because I can tell that there is no care put into it and I don’t want my writing to suffer from that. So hopefully one day I’ll get back into it to finish it because I already have the chapter titles and the gifs to accompany them I just haven’t written anything. Writing has been put on the back burner for me as I try to get use to having a job and growing up and I haven’t had time or passion to write. I’m sorry for this long rant, I just wanted to update on why I haven’t been writing, not sure who will see this but I’m putting this hear in case anyone is curious or wondering why I haven’t posted.

bloodlock

Today is my birthday and I am officially 18! I am an adult!

God-_Of-_Lust

@bloodlock happy birthday, only a few more years till you can drink 
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bloodlock

@mendedthoughts thank you!!!!!! <3
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bloodlock

i haven't written anything in awhile, you know the feeling you get when you just need to write something even thought you have no idea what to write, all you know is that you just need to feel the keys on the keyboard under you as you write, that's currently what i'm going thought right now. i want to write, i just don't know what i want to write and the only reason i want to is to listen to the keys on the keyboard because it keeps me sane and after this past week, i need anything to keep me sane to forget reality.

bloodlock

i'm currently listening to a playlist of Get scared (My favorite band) and i wonder why they aren't more popular, i mean they do have popular songs like Sarcasm and Don't you dare forget the sun but that's basically it which surprises me because Get Scared (especially Nick's voice) just screams Anti-hero/Villain vibes like the song Told you So, Whore, Enough is Enough, Bad things and a lot of other songs just have this vibe and i wish more people listened to their other songs not just Sarcasm.

BrieshaylaLynch

Yes Get Scared has been my favorite band since high school 
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