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It's 2 am I can't fucking sleep not that I'm trying tho, I feel like shit because I feel like I'm drifting apart w one of my fav people ever I started feeling insecure about my personality around them again and that's probably nobody's fault but my own (in case ur reading it, I want u to know u did nothing wrong) I just need validation like 24/7 which is annoying af and I hate it but in this case verbal validation is even more important cuz I can't see her irl I've never met him irl hopefully it'll happen next year summer or something, but my love language is physical touch and when I can't give or receive that from a person it gets very hard because physical touch is also a form of validation for me, being able to be comfortable and touchy around and with a person is a sign to me that we're okay and that nobody's mad or annoyed by the other if ykwim. Anygays idk what to say anymore now, I apologise for the rant u really don't need to read it all but if u did I love u<3 p.s. pls go drink some water and take care of yourself I love you

Omg it's been ages since I've been on here, so it's currently 2 am where I live and I shouldn't be awake rn especially cuz I need to work tomorrow but fuck that it's only three hours anyways - something has changed since my last message on her, I actually found good friends yayyy I still write on here occasionally but im never publishing I might in the future tho but rn if yall don't mind I'm gonna rant a lot on here so don't mind me

I think I’ve officially lost all my close friends in my class cause there are tables for 4 ppl everywhere and nobody chose to sit w me lol

I wanna go back, can I go back please? And take my bubba with me

My friends really don’t like me do they?

So my grandpa went to the doctor today and I have to wait until I’m home until i know the results but I’m so scared cause it could mean he’s sick and has cancer again but it could also mean he’s okay, let’s just hope for the latter

thanks for the follow 

So Harry’s 29 now like okay that’s acceptable but in a year he’s 30?! 30?!?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST KIND PERSON IVE COME ACROSS IN MY WHOLE LIFE, HARRY I HOPE U HAVE THE BEST BDAY EVER I LOVE U!!!<3

Omg for some people it’s already H’s bday