bts lover

Hi im a gender dysphoric bisexual person who is into bdsm. I write books about bts bxb and also my own thought whether im horny, depressed happy or just feeling down. I am also based in the UK in London. Im also looking for a friend i can message whenever i feel sad. One more thing is that im slowly regressing into a little as a stress reliever. I have only regressed twice but i found it really helpful and i hope someone can be my caregiver. I suffer from anxiety, depression, self harm but i have been clean for over 6 months i still get the urges though. I hope that i can find someone to talk to about my problems and they can be my caregiver ヾ(๑╹◡╹)ﾉ"