little rant here
i want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend or litterally anyone like i just want a crush but like i don’t and it’s so annoying. like why do i never have crushes like i want to feel the giddy excitement my friends do when they talk to me about their crushes and idk if it’s cus my school is like genuinely filled with social experiments and the people there aren’t real or if i just like don’t have crushes. i can admit when someone is like attractive and stuff like thats why i only have celebrity crushes because i only know them for their attractiveness basicallt but i want a real crush. anyways idk uwu
guys 14 is kinda a boring age it’s too old to just be like 13 and stuff but too young to be 15 and stuff if that makes sense. too old for a lot but too young for everything else