Hey, so I'm not gonna lie, I've been struggling with my mental health and a little bit of suicidal thoughts for a while now, and today it's really taking its toll on me. I've been bullied and self-conscious almost my entire life for the things I like and my body type/size, and it's all starting to take its toll on me. I feel like no one loves me or cares about me anymore, I'm constantly pushed aside no one notices when I'm sad, they barely know what I look like when I'm happy, and it's all too much, you know? Not even my own family knows when I'm sad, and as much as I want to escape this family and hellhole I call home, I can't.
The only reason I'm saying this is because no one knows who I am on this and it's not like anyone would read this anyway. But if you did read this it's probably not like you'll care.