Your story is so overwhelming that i can't help but cry my heart out. BTS has helped me so much to forget all my pain and to escape from reality that i forgot they have become such an important part of my life that not even a single day is spent without thinking of them. I forgot the part that one day they will continue their life and disband. I can't be selfish, but will i be able to live without them? Will i be able to trust someone with all my heart? Will i be able to smile just by looking at someone face? Will i be able to have confidence in myself just by the thought of someone?
Idk about someone else, but yes the thought of them will always make me smile but sad at the same time.
I'll never forget ,when I was being crushed under the foot of someone, they were the one to give me a helping hand.
When I was hanging at the cliff, at the edge of dying, they were the one to give me hope, to give myself one last chance, to trust myself.
I don't know how....... But they did.... But i am still not the person I should be and i want. I am still in the process of becoming one , to find myself and fulfilling my dreams, so that i can scream to the whole world,
"I DID IT!!..... I DID IT MOM, DAD, BTS!!....... I DID IT!!!!!!! "
"to the person I respect the most.... Kim namjoon.... I hope you are proud of me.... I hope you all are.... "
"Namjoon, seokjin, hoseok, yoongi, jimin, taehyung and jungkook........THANK YOU..... Thank you each and everyone of you"