I'm terrible. Whatever I say is a problem, whatever I don't say is a problem. I can't treat people well. I'm always the one to blame. I'm always wrong. I'm blamed even if it's not my fault. I can't breathe anymore. I shout but they make fun of me, I keep silent, they say 'You couldn't find anything to say'. I am bored. I'm just writing these, it's okay if you don't read them. All I wanted was to be loved, I didn't expect attention from anyone. I wish I felt truly loved by someone and not fakely. Maybe I wouldn't be such an insensitive girl. ")