captivecorpse

Okay moving things over to a new account (which will stay hidden, no matter my relationship with you; if you come across any fics and find them oddly familiar to the ones i had on here than you probably found the account. But i won't be giving the username out) is taking much longer than i had though it would.
          	
          	I figured forcing myself to push past the mental state i'm in to get all this over with would have worked for me by now, but nope.
          	
          	Anyways, i'm making the deadline the original one again (end of the month), which allows me to also deep dive my convo board for anything that by those two that hasn't yet been deleted (if I get a therapist proof of some form would help me out more).
          	
          	If i don't end up DELETING the account (by forgetfulness), i'll have abandoned it by the end of the month anyway and will no longer use it either way.

taekyxshi

@captivecorpse time to scour the entirety of WP
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EEeRRrOr

@captivecorpse Feel better!!!!!! I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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Sayorisbiggestkin

One more day. I just want you to know that even if we never talk again, I'll always think about you. Any time I create new friendships, I think of you. You're truly one of the strongest people I know. You ARE a great friend. Love you very v very very much, Meret/Lucille <3

MagikFlyingKokoPuff

@Sayorisbiggestkin this. This is right idc what anybody says im never getting over this cause Moe u had an impact on our lives <3
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MagikFlyingKokoPuff

If I get an animal I'll Name them Moe, not a cat cuz im deathly allergic (ToT) but bye, thank you for being my older brother, you know where to find me, I love you so so so much/p. (Thank you for not making me cry as much as the others blocking me, I'll miss you dearly, always sending love, Koko <3)

MagikFlyingKokoPuff

Best person ever btw dont forget that you are strong beyond belief Moe.
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EEeRRrOr

I know you may not know me that well but you've been a great friend to talk to you and it's been fun talking to you, and I hope that wherever you go, that you will always have friends and find happiness and joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
          
          Sincerely,
          Pomni ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤

captivecorpse

Okay moving things over to a new account (which will stay hidden, no matter my relationship with you; if you come across any fics and find them oddly familiar to the ones i had on here than you probably found the account. But i won't be giving the username out) is taking much longer than i had though it would.
          
          I figured forcing myself to push past the mental state i'm in to get all this over with would have worked for me by now, but nope.
          
          Anyways, i'm making the deadline the original one again (end of the month), which allows me to also deep dive my convo board for anything that by those two that hasn't yet been deleted (if I get a therapist proof of some form would help me out more).
          
          If i don't end up DELETING the account (by forgetfulness), i'll have abandoned it by the end of the month anyway and will no longer use it either way.

taekyxshi

@captivecorpse time to scour the entirety of WP
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EEeRRrOr

@captivecorpse Feel better!!!!!! I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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Sayorisbiggestkin

I hope you're okay!! I texted you on tumblr and discord but I won't copy what I said on there cause it feels weird to put it here in public.. I know you're probably offline but I hope you see this cause I would hate to not contact you!!

Sayorisbiggestkin

@captivecorpse ok!! You do not have to respond back to this and if you feel guilty about it send a dot to ease yourself if that makes sense??
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captivecorpse

@Sayorisbiggestkin i'm doing alright, and thank you (i read it, just didn't have the chance mentally to respond).
            
            I'll try to do all you said before, and if i'm sure i'll keep my main(ish? The one you have) tumblr, i just gotta figure out whether or not specific people know it exists too TT.
            
            If i do change that, i'll let you know through the one you have though.
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taekyxshi

Vinnie!
          I just read the book and t's completely understandable and so true to be sick of all this useless drama you never asked for when all you were looking for was a safe haven to produce your creativity.
          
          I know we don't talk a lot
          I know you might not consider me as a fully close friend
          
          But please never forget that I love you. (plat ofc!!)
          You're such a special person. Comforting, loving, kind, yet true to themselves and true to others. You know when to draw a line and when to let go, you know yourself and know how to deal with others. You're unlike anyone I've ever met. 
          
          I'd say your eccentricity would be the first thing that drew me in
          Yet what made me stay was your empathy. Your ability to talk and listen simultaneously. Your emotions were never underplayed by yourself, yet you never made them top priority (which, tbh, you should've!!). 
          
          I'm not here to lecture you about anything, but please, please take care of yourself! You've truly made an impact on this platform and despite all the hardships there's a lot of people who look up to you. And you, yourself. You might not be able to tell, but you do have a place in your own heart. That beautiful heart that's always open to others - it has a core made and wrapped just for you.
          
          So never hate yourself.
          Never underestimate yourself.
          And always, always believe that there's a way.
          
          I'll miss you a lot. I hope you won't forget me because I'm sure you'll always be in my conscious. You truly strengthened me throughout the years we've known each other and you simply made me enlightened with your capabilities.
          
          I do hope you can keep talking to me on other platforms
          I definitely will miss you. Love you for life, Vinnie. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me and everyone since the start. I'm grateful for every second you've spent trying to keep us sane. Seriously. 
          
          This will be the end of a beautiful history
          and I'm looking forward to see, or hear, your awaiting future.
          
          Sincerely,
          Akira. <3

captivecorpse

Unrelated to all the issues, but bringing a brighter side to my mood. Uhh, i'm planning on moving to France or Spain.
          
          Leaning FARRR more towards France since i've been there, learnt more, and the French language is much easier for me to use.
          
          But yeahhhh, so yay me france >:3

EEeRRrOr

@captivecorpse Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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captivecorpse

While not necessary, i would appreciate it if you could report @/orionlovemoe and @/Lucifer_Lover_555 with whatever you're able too (hate, harassment? Uh, honestly not sure what else it could fall into without much evidence to show)
          
          I'd rather you didn't interact with these people, though if you do PLEASE do not link the book i made or say my username; i'd rather them not report my book OR my account because i called them out again.
          
          Just report them if you can, and block them or something.

EEeRRrOr

@captivecorpse Thanks for the heads up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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