Dude Seriously
If something else is going on just take a-needed Break from this until you're better and feel like you wanna continue
I doing the same thing here too
We're still in the middle of a pandemic after all
Just stay safe and take it easy...
But if there's something else wrong, here's my number if you need someone to talk to or just to listen ok...
(Also the sound and speaker my phone is busted so I can only text but still let me know)
(310)634-2199