chamomile🌼

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          Steve would be like... Very transphobic. Not homophobic, my guy was an artist in the forties. But he just doesn't understand why someone would BE trans. Why would you feel so out of place in your body yada yada yada UNTIL Bucky is literally like: "Steve, you do realize you fundamentally changed yourself on like... A biological level to BE captain america?"
          And Steve is just like... "Oh. /oh/." And thus there came to be a public apology for Steve's actions around the trans community and he will actually pummel you into the ground if you say they don't deserve fundamental human rights and respect.

bros do not tell me my books performance is lacking. if it's lacking share it online. I like it. please leave me be.

side note before i take my own advice and sleep. I really underestimated how many people love rise and how many people would enjoy me writing about rise. that shit astonishes me every day. you seriously are an excellent group of fans and just generally people, and every day i am so so thankful that you guys have stuck around, or just come to hang out. you all make my day. that is all.
          
          <3 Cham

TRASHIES BETTER GO GET WATER AND GO TO BED (or take a nap darlings i'm not that evil) MOMMA CHAM GONNA COME AT YOU WITH A BEAR HUG OTHERWISE
          (get your butt to rest! fanfiction can wait, your sleep cannot!)

*doing a little dance* ONE SEVENTY!!!! WE HAVE HIT ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY FOLLOWERS!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR STICKING AROUND, I HOPE I PROVIDE THE CHAOS YOU ENJOY AND THE FICS YOU LOVE <3 MWAH MWAH KISSES MY LITTLE TRASHIES!!!
          
          <3 Cham

now it's the time of year when I come to terms with the fact that I either go on hiatus and leave two fics on the burner or get immense turnout halfway through the school year again.
          
          you'll never believe which option I'm taking y'all.

IM FOUR YEARS OLD, IF YOU WANT TOO, JOIN THE TRASHIES DISCORD SERVER!!
          
          https://discord.gg/45pEfNTw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, I LIVE IN A ZOO, I SMELL LIKE A MONKEY, AND I LOOK LIKE ONE TOO!
          
          HAPPY FOUR YEARS TRASHIES!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, THANK YOU FOR YOUR NEVER ENDING SUPPORT. YOU MEAN THE WORLD TOO ME!!!!
          
          <3 Chamomile, who is officially four years old today.

my eyesight is gonna get progressively worse if I keep doing stupid shit like staring at a blaring computer screen and individually counting pixels to get my banner just the right size.

the thing that annoys me the most about supernatural isn't really the cyclical nature of the show, the lack of character development (because there is development, it's just in the fucking WRONG WAY), or the way it can get lost in trying to be *supernatural* (which is weird to say but it's true). It's the very fact that Destiel was denied by the writers because "You're too close to the character, Jensen." Isn't that what you WANT an actor to be? Close to the character? You want them to understand their character on a fundamental level? Granted the way Jensen portrayed that last scene was so in character (FROM WHAT I'VE SEEN (because I haven't seen that episode yet) AND PLUS I TRUST JENSENS ACTING SKILLS), BUT DEAN WOULD HAVE SAID THAT HE LOVES CAS TOO. SUBTEXT BE FUCKING DAMNED, HE WOULD HAVE. HE WOULD HAVE ADMITTED IT. BECAUSE NO ONE LOOKS AT ANYONE THE WAY CAS AND DEAN LOOK AT ONE ANOTHER.
          THINK ABOUT IT.
          NOBODY DOES THAT.
          
          thank you for coming to my TED-talk, I am currently fuming.