courtneywonder

Just some basic bitch with a job.

The words "I'm sorry" hold so much value and yet people take it for granted, throwing it around nonchalantly like the words "I love you" nowadays. People give "advice" telling us to "forgive and forget" but people seem to take the forgive for granted and take the forget to heart, throwing around a simple empty "I forgive you" and then forgetting their entire existence. Even for just a moment.

Reality is a cruel Queen. The ruler of all fantasy, reality pushes through and creates a cavern of sadness within those who take solace in freedom of imagination. We lose track, as I am right now, but in many different ways. Some lose track of time, some lose track of their thoughts, some lose track of what they were trying to say. And some lose track of themselves. Like myself. People try to weave a web of explanations, trying to justify themselves and their actions. Whether people listen or not, they still do it. They do it because they feel like they need to do it in order to find some sort of peace. People don't like disappointing those important to them, so they try their hardest to keep from making mistakes. This mostly ends in creating bigger mistakes than initially intending.