chicxsoul

every time i look into the mirror, i say
          	"thank you, god! you did a damn good job."
          	give him a round of applause
          	and all the boys go, "ah, ah, ah!"

chicxsoul

i had only wanted to bring life to something inanimate, but now i'm carving lives out of concrete. 
          
          currently designing to decorate someone's dream place, workplace, home. some day, it'd be the whole world <3

chicxsoul

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well, i'm perfection when it comes to indiscretion
          might fuck around and just succumb to my aggression
          i taste blood and it's turned to an obsession
          baby, i'm confessin', yeah
          you got me thinkin' that i was too mean
          well, everything that i say, i believe
          tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve
          and change like a season, reason for nothin'
          i am disruptive, i've been corrupted
          and by now, i don't need a fucking introduction
          i been gone
          'cause i been on this road too long
          
          you know i get too caught up in the moment
          i can't call it love if i show it
          i just fuck things up if you noticed
          have you noticed? tell me, have you noticed?
          i get too caught up in the moment
          i can't fall in love if i show it
          i just fuck things up if you noticed
          have you noticed? tell me, have you noticed?

-sinxcity

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@chicxsoul I know you get too caught up in a moment
            You can't call it love if you show it
            We just fuck things up, yeah, I noticed
            Yeah, I noticed, hear me, yeah, I noticed
            Step out of the moment
            That's been trappin' you in all this negativity of hatred and insanity
            Don't dwell on the past, it's time to make a change
            Look around, believe in what you see
            I have returned to hell
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lustaffair

So this is you, mia. I knew you had that evil streak but you surprised me. I'm not sure if I get turned on or offended xD

lustaffair

@chicxsoul Oh never, now that I know that when you get to this part, even the Devil takes a backseat xD
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chicxsoul

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@lustaffair i take pride in the latter because you aren't someone who gets offended. don't you fucking dare to pull a stunt like that again.
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chicxsoul

yoy must think that i'm crazy
          well he does too, so i guess that makes three
          need someone to save me
          i'd really appreciate if you'd intervene
          doctors on the other line
          'cause he's not coming home tonight
          can't seem to find my bottle of pills
          swear to god i'm not insane
          the voices only say his name
          when i'm starting to think that they're real
          nine one one, i need someone
          my baby plays me like a game
          i'm not having fun
          nine one one, tell him he's won
          my heart is always aching 
          and i gotta be done 
          'cause i, i, i gotta lose my guy
          oh i, i'm, i'm gonna lose my mind
          

chicxsoul

he can't see the smile i'm faking
          and my heart's not breaking
          'cause i'm not feeling anything at all
          and you were wild and crazy
          just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
          got away by some mistake and now
          
          i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
          it's 2 a.m. and i'm cursing your name
          so in love that i acted insane
          and that's the way i loved you
          breaking down and coming undone
          it's a roller coaster kind of rush
          and i never knew i could feel that much
          and that's the way i loved you