@chilledhearts- IDK IF IM LATE BUT PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T DO THIS. I UNDERSTAND THAT THE PERSON MADE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR LIFE IS WORTHLESS, BUT IT ISN'T.
IT'S NOT EASY TO REALIZE THAT ONCE YOU'VE BEEN AFFECTED BY IT, BUT YOU HAVE TO TRY. TRY TO HOLD ON FOR THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE, THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU, AND YOURSELF. I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IF YOU CAN'T, AND FEEL LIKE YOU CAN'T GO ON WITH THIS, BUT I WILL BE HEARTBROKEN TO SEE SOMEONE GIVE UP.