keeping his gaze away from the other , he would try to calm the heat that was in his cheeks . trying to push the thoughts that were rapidly racing in his thoughts . `` ha ... this isn't gonna like ... uhm .. `` he paused trying to formed the words in his head . he didn't understand why he felt so nervous and awkward about it all now . `` this isn't going to like change anything between us .. is it ? like you know friendship wise and all that .. `` he felt like he was spitting stuff out now , but truthfully the words were kinda just spilling before the thoughts could fully form .
,, @jockcoaster