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i'm kind of quitting wattpad. i'm doing pretty good, its just that i don't really like wattpad anymore. sorry :c
          
          um, i love all of you? heh, yeah. bye~

guess who's back, back again. dis hoe is back, tell a friend-
          
          im back uwu დ

i want to drown myself in the bathub.
          
          this woojin situation is making me pissed. im trying to be a good samaritan and be neutral but with all the shit that has been rumoured and all the evidence, im torn.
          
          my favourite idols have been destroyed by false rumours, wonho, hanbin, just to name a few and since their careers were demolished by sum dead bitch online, i so badly want to say neutral but the shit that i've been seeing is too much for my weakass mind and its messing me the fuck up.
          
          so i'll be taking a lil breakarino from wattpad/ social platforms in general because, healthy mind, healthy life and i feel on the brink of tears hearing all the allegations and rumours about the situation.
          
          i'll probs be back in like a week-ish, so i'll see you later i guess :>

so um my rant book is a disappOintment, like me, cause idfk what to writE about uwu

sex is hot but wonho is hotter ;)
          
          stream open mind or i fuck you with nct's lightstick 
          
          https://youtu.be/3zFS-V_iCiM
          
          uwu

my husband is coming back in september and istg if you crusty hoes don't support him, im shoving my arm down your throat.
          
          all jokes aside, please support wonho because he has gone through so much and i just want to see him happy with what he's doing. please don't use the word monbebe to describe wonho's fans, we are wenee, and please don't mention monsta x on his solo work. vice versa.
          
          also wonho really be killing his with his visuals, can't wait to bury myself when i hear him sing or when i see him dance :')
          
          https://youtu.be/9KuBzafhx6A
          support my bby ❤
          
          and please acknowledge us male and genderqueer fans as the comment section is so hetronormative, it hurts.

i nearly just lost my fookin acc because i wanted to xhange my username. wattpad can suck my 10 inch COCK.
          
          this is an act of terrorism, homophobia and transphobia.
          
          wattpad, stop attackonizing me smh

okay so i need to rant and idgas if you don't agree with me.
          
          
          so i am a big ass myblue and i love ohm and fluke so much like sksjksdhkdgdgs. in my opinion, uwma one of the best bl's because it, for one, doesn't have some bitch who breaks the couple up, they talk about how prevalent homophobia was back in the 1970s-80s, and has a healthy beautiful relationship between both people. 
          
          then this bitCh has the audacity to call uwma the worst bl because the story moves too fast, the couple doesn't have any sexy scenes and its unrealistic. im sorry what? barbara, im sorry if your straight ass self didn't know but homosexual relationships aren't all about dick and ass. yes we like to joke about it, but we don't fuck constantly, also the storyline is beautiful, two lovers killed themselves only to find each other again in the next life. how beautiful is thAt.
          
          i cannot with these straight woman tell people how gay relationships should work. you're straight, get it together. i also HATE when people say "i wiSh i wAs gAy aNd A maN hEhEHE"
          no you fucking don't, i find it so disrespectful as a gay trans man. i went through hell finding out who i was, to the point of brainwashing myself to think im a woman, just so you can say that shit? no i didn't, the amount of fetishing in bl needs to stop.
          
          its tiring to only be seen as "gay" and not as a person. these woman need to stop saying they wish to be men because i feel horrible whenever i see that, the dysphoria and terror i go through these women could never imagine so if you are one of these people, think before you say shit because its annoying, disrespectful and downright derogatory.
          
          
          thank you for listening to this annoyed twink დ

sis, why are lesbians so fricking cUte?! like they are so underrepresented in the media yet like the cuTest. jsgsisgshisvwwhgsj i cri like they deserve the world, periodt. #lesbiansruletheworld
          
          im kind of going through an obsession (stan exo) with svt's mingyu, something about him makes me even more gay than i already am (im such an unloyal hoe to my boyfriend sksksks). hes just so squishy but sweet like hjElp.
          
          i've also officially gone insane as i tried to bathe a flower with actual soap like i set a full on bath, put soap and shit in it and then tried to bath it. my boyfriend stopped me because he liked the flower and i was using too much soap-
          
          whos ready for somi comeback? cause i am, she is back and shes coming in hot girls *tongue pop*
          
          i really, and i mean really, love kihyun. like his voice brings tears to my eyes, and hes just so cutE *sad gay sobs*
          
          anime men scare me. periodt
          
          anyhoe, i think this has now become my public diary where i just write my dumbass thoughts. greAt.
          
          i vow to never get twitter or instagram, is too toxic for me like girl my mental state doesn't need to deteriorate because of some idiots, also a lot of stuff on there is triggering to me.
          
          shout out to my thai sisters and my filipino/filipina (i dont know if that is the right term, i am so sorry if it is and i dont mean to offend.) sisters because i love your languages, the way you speak is beautiful ♡
           
          i think thats all? if not, i'll add it in the comments so um yes. 
          
          toodle do my bbys

why minho so damn fiNe
          
          like boy has got some muscle and then he has the audacity to wear a sleeveless shirt and a bandana. im not fucking okay. and HYUNJIN, BITCH im fricking crying, why is he so perfect like omfg hes so hot like help sugsjcjsnsjabsiqgs. chan cane for my edges yet again, thaNks
          
          if yall dont know what im talking about, skz easy practice. 
          
          jeongin be creeping up on my bias list, he aint no bby no more sis, he a full MAN.
          
          omg i sound so damn thirsty sksksks
          
          also like, am i the only one who prefers kyungsoo's vocals over chen's? i love my kyungie too much and his voice is so jsdssjgwixkwjgw it makes me cry, and then ko ko bop era with his fReckles. i wanna hide.
          
          i cant stop listening to seulrene's monster, its so fricking good and like i broke my back cause your boy tried to dance the choreo haha
          
          what else....oh yEah
          
          sf9's summer breeze was amazing, love the mafia theme and fricking hwiyoung had no riGht with his hAir and motorbike like sis, imma bout to risk it all. also sf9 are all so goddamn tall like the shortest is 5'10 (177 cm) like girl, im stressed. i might stan sksksks
          
          im close to stanning svt, have started stanning exo and sf9 is coming up on my ass. help. i want to stan some femme fatale groups like bad bitch vibes but i cant find any (istg if one of you says blackpink, imma throw chairs) like i might stan dreamcatcher cause i liked deja vu but other than that, there are no girl groups that interest me rigjt now execpt twice, red velvet and mamamoo. maybe because im gAy but who knows sksksks