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tonight. i feel numb...again. i feel as if my body is burning in acid. i feel so useless. i feel tired. i feel nothing and everything at once. tonight. i have to chip myself once more and rebuild it back again. it is such a horrendous feeling. i do not think that i will get used to this. i feel worthless. and soft. and the apathy is at the back of my throat once more. i wish...nevermind.

OHKOICHAN

STAY BLESSED 

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@alovesonnet i am in a better place . . . a place where i am at peace. and you?
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cropstar

tonight. i feel numb...again. i feel as if my body is burning in acid. i feel so useless. i feel tired. i feel nothing and everything at once. tonight. i have to chip myself once more and rebuild it back again. it is such a horrendous feeling. i do not think that i will get used to this. i feel worthless. and soft. and the apathy is at the back of my throat once more. i wish...nevermind.

OHKOICHAN

stars have been kind. unkind. unloved. 

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@HEARTOFASUN i do not wish to burden you.
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cropstar

@HEARTOFASUN roses are nice—♡
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OHKOICHAN

@cropstar + talk to me, darling. 
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cropstar

i feel so apathetic

the4humours

@cropstar sorry about that
            @iloveclimbingtrees you psychopath
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the_antiheros_wife

@disiungamusque to make it worse... 'SUP SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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tendineae-wraith

shaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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@disiungamusque it's a pity really. poetry is not just mainly 'artistic', it is a form of literature, a form of freedom. one that speaks of our truth without being judged by society.
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the4humours

ahh what a relief!! it truly is underrated even in my country and is deemed too artistic. the poets emerging have too a juvenile grasp upon poetry and create poetry that float away too quickly -- no true structure and grasp.
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cropstar

@disiungamusque aw- ♡ yes it was...at least i achieved what i had worked hard for. oh my, i envy you for that. poetry is very underrated, well, still known- but underrated nonetheless in my country. i want to go to a poetry workshop too.
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OHKOICHAN

here to remind that you're magic. 

OHKOICHAN

@EGO-ANIMAM-SUM + we could say the same about youuuuuuuu
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tendineae-wraith

@KAYWHALE @cropstar you both are what stars are made of
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tendineae-wraith

beautiful theme, love

cropstar

@disiungamusque thank you szaffi, dearest. ♡
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the4humours

again, beautiful theme. you've got the most effervescent themes.
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tendineae-wraith

indeed, that is exactly how i feel
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